building or breaking bridges?joeperryluvMarch 12 2004, 21:56:44 UTC
matt, for some reason we cant seem to figure things out. i dont get it and im trying so hard to understand why we cant just look past this...and i feel like everything i do and everything i say is wrong...i feel like i have made such a close friendship and it has been taken away from me so quickly. it doesnt even feel like we are friends at all...i feel like ailya...like you hate me. like in class i feel like i dont even exist to you. maybe its just me...maybe i did say all the wrong things and do all the wrong things..i thought we were tight again....but now i dont even know. i dont know what is happening. i just cant seem to understand exactly why things are like they are now? maybe im being stupid and cant see whats in front of me. all i know is that i never meant to do anything wrong or hurt you in anyway. i never meant to loose a friendship that i thought was going to last for a lifetime. but i do know that a friendship works both ways and i cant beat myself up over it...its like im driving myself crazy trying to figure this out
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