tonight was amazing in so many ways. i hung out with blaine all day, after he got off work.. and we talked so much, and im really happy with him lately. i cant let anyone take that away from me.. we've grown now. i hope i spend the rest of my life with him.. regardless of what my parents say.. and hes trying to fix things with the way they feel, ( Read more... )

i was definately looking forward to not working tonight.. but this stupid little skank had to call in becuz she FORGOT she had homecoming. first of all, how the fuck do u forget, and second, i thought homecomings were tomorrow? ill kill her ( Read more... )

*- People say im living wrong, but i dont care.. im living my life -*

So yeah. i just got off of work. it was an okay day.

ive been talking to kevin again. it makes me happy :)

now im going out. because i finally have friends :) lol

yup. its totally time to find a new job. im so sick of that place. imma go up to woodys on like monday or something. i wish i was like 10 and i didnt have any bills. or i wish i was like 30 and married to a rich guy so i didnt have to work ( Read more... )

so yeah, blaines in the hospital. he did something SO stupid.. and when i went up there he was being so cold hearted about it, like none of it was his fault. whatevveerrr. so after that i met up with Yvonne and her friend Laura, and we sat at starbucks and talked and all that fun stuff. yeah, life is crazy ( Read more... )

im sick of having this journal, its lame

oh boy. it just hit me. SO hard. i now know the difference between wanting to have a baby, and wanting to be a mother, and honestly, i dont fall in the category of the latter, but theres not much i can do, just wait for it to become so real i have to learn. lol ( Read more... )

man, i was so excited to come up north, and now im so ready to leave. we havent done SHIT since we got here. my dad and uncle are too fuckin busy and it pisses me the hell off. i sleep all fucking day, and then im not tired at night.. i wish i had some tylenol pms. i could just sleep all the time and love it ( Read more... )

And he said- There goes my life,
There goes my future.. my everything,
I might as well kiss it all goodbye-
There goes my life..

Yeah, yesterday and today have been kinda rough for me and blaine.. theres just so much to talk about and try to figure out. we're STILL undecided.. but its okay.. everything gets better with time i guess.

And he smiled ( Read more... )

yeaaah. i dont know what to say, but im updating anyway. things have changed within the last update, but i dont know if its worth telling..

i dont know.

maybe some other day