Freewrite thingy<3

Nov 23, 2004 22:48

I decided to write down my 'thoughts' and what not just randomly, not in poem form andd I came up with

There's a saying.. "a new day will always come". But you see the more and more you wait the more and more you waste away into nothingness. You ever wonder what youre waiting for even.. ever wonder whyee youre crying to begin with. Maybe it's something you can't see.. that you need to put thought into. Maybe you just feel at a loss with yourself and with the world. Whatever it is.. its easily categorized as horrible.

Look arouhnd you as tears sting your eyes.. what do you see inside your world. Are you alone.. are you comforted? Are youre tears just too much to see clearly? Take in images as your head spins.. its hard to make anything out.. life becomes a blur and youre just one of those blurs.. fading along into the others. You start to wonder who you are and why your here.

Even if you are being told it'll be okay youre styll empty.. why? Understanding of yourself is the first step.. and the hardest. Sometimes I think I'll never know. Theres one thing I do know though.. life isn't very fair.

Tell me what you think cause I do wanna be writer so I always hope I'm on my way =/ It's mainly just randomness but thats okay cause it may styll sound pretty :)
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