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Title: Numbers make the world go round
Fandom: Super Junior
Pairing: Henry-centric
Rating: G
Words: 505
A/N: And that's what happens when you leave me laying in bed for 3 days without the internet. And I have to wait for my friend cause she's and hour late. Yay me.
Henry thinking about some stuff going around.
Henry loves the fangirls. He really does. They cheer him on. They give him strength. They make him smile. They are the power, that magically keeps them together. They are the crowd, the pure energy on concerts. They are the reason to continue doing what he loves.
Despite the hate.
He doesn’t really understand but he has to put up with it and smile. He has to smile to show the world he can do it. He is strong. And there are people who support him. That’s the important part.
In the beginning he was scared. Honestly. All those people around him, each of them saying something different so long he didn’t know who to believe, who can he lean on and who to avoid.
Not knowing Korean and not being fluent in Chinese didn’t really help.
Then Zhou Mi came. Henry felt both sad and glad. He felt sorry for the older man, because he knew perfectly what Zhou Mi was going through. On the other hand he was a bit happy. He wasn’t alone in this crappy situation anymore. There was a certain someone who will understand his feelings. They’re in this together.
ONLY13 signs were everywhere. He wanted to say sorry, because the signs made him feel guilty. But then again, guilty for what? For becoming a part of already existing group? Was it even his fault?
Sometimes he’s afraid to go on stage. There will be silence. They will scream at him to leave. Something could be thrown on him. It’s scary.
But then again there are people who came to see him. He cannot disappoint them.
So he comes out and smiles.
Come to think about it, they’re falling apart. Super Junior that is. First they lost sight of Kibum. There was less and less of him and as for now - he’s gone. He’s not there. Henry just sighs on that thought. Nothing he can do about that.
There’s a lot of pressure in this industry. It’s like living on the edge. You have to be careful of completely everything. And Youngwoon lost the fight. He’s gone too. Temporarily but he is. Besides, who knows what the world will look like when he comes back? Maybe there will be no more Super Junior in two years?
They’re overworked. They lack sleep. They run like nuts to be on time. They’re tired. Some of them are seriously ill. Sometimes they are sick of it. Hangeng got it for good.
Henry, looking at the whole picture feels sad. His mind draws big red X’s on the faces of his three friends.
Well, considering him and Zhou Mi as members and believing one of the three will, sooner or later, come back there are 13 of them left.
ONLY13.
Only10 in fact, Henry corrects himself.
Or maybe only12, as it was in the very beginning. Not the same people, but isn’t the number the most important? Henry sees it that way.
Well, somehow, in some way, You have what You wanted.
Happy now?
Coments and criticism are love~~
By the way, it's strange the haters are still out there, isn't it? aren't they getting bored? I would if I was one of them, honestly.