i'm not a fun person anymore. i can't stay happy for more than a few a hours at a time and i don't know why. i can tell my friends are getting annoyed with my moods because there is no reason for them but i just cannot deal. i feel so disconnected from people that i used to feel were inside me. i don't know why this summer is so different. i can't ( Read more... )

i really miss camper life. being a counselor is really amazing and a whole new experience but i miss tel noar the way it was when we meant something. looking at all the new DLD 2k7 pictures made me very sad. i want to go back and do it all again. i feel like i was cheated out of precious time at tel noar but not starting in bunk 9, even though i ( Read more... )

hi friendsssssssssssssssssss. i'm at camp right now, on a free so obvi i am online reading about everyone's life. facebook site isn't responding thouugh and it is seriously killing me. also, the I key annd the space bar a nd random other keys on this shit lap top do not w ork that well hence the odd spacing and spellng in ( Read more... )

i feel really bad about never updating this sucker ever, i'm just so gosh darn lazy and i am also never home. but i just graduated and i want to remember it ( Read more... )

laxballer35: all you were was some pretty girl named veronica ( Read more... )

1. Spring was kinda strange, kinda not fun, kinda fun, and kinda sad. It was like a half convention. For the most part though, i enjoyed myself and i can admit that i did get emotional during LIFE and i will miss bbyo next year. And freshmen & stoned boys are silly. and aggressive. Also, i'd like to state that i find the fact that a good portion of ( Read more... )

i have one more AP test and then i am done! Government was real easy and it made me feel smart. Calculus was absolutely horrible and it made me want to punch Rosco. i sat with a half hour left of the open-ended section, with only about 1/3 of the answers filled in, thinking "please end.please end.please end." that was all expected though, and ( Read more... )

the entire year i always said i was never gonna be one of those people who become a bicen-pimp and try to recruit. i was never going to reccomend that people take bicen and that "it's such an amazing class blah blah blah ( Read more... )

April warmth elicits children from basements to ( Read more... )

i'm going to american.

i need to tone myself down and be less spaztic.

i've missed shayna and helfie.

i'm excited for tonight.

i need a prom date and it makes me anxious.

i'm looking forward to camp.

i need more time.