Everyone is dealing with so much loneliness.

I wish I could take it away.

How do I write a paper about a book like this ( Read more... )

sometimes it makes me feel weird to think about when i was sick... i don't miss it of course, but I DO miss feeling like i was doing something important when i was doing nothing at all. there was no end to a difficult day, (which was the problem, it was relentless,) but there was never a day that wasn't an accomplishment.  I felt so safe too, and ( Read more... )

hard. then I stopped.

I don't know that I feel better, but I DO know that listening to Joni Mitchell sing "Blue" and frantically read my old livejournal entries, looking for stuff I wrote about Katie and me is not a healthy thing.

I read this, and it broke my heart.  (i wouldn't read it if your name starts with a T, J, W or L. or a Y.)

The only ( Read more... )

holy shit ( Read more... )

everyday seems so long ( Read more... )

... so I've been commenting, and it's got me thinking about a lot of stuff ( Read more... )

That's all it is...
It's all exhausted.

The past week (has it already been a week?) has been completely crazy. I feel like I need a hard pinch to remember that I am here, that this is real.  Really real.

There are so many things I want to write about... About Katie's life and her death, her amazing family, and our friends who embody and reflect so much of her goodness, her love and ( Read more... )

I hate this end of the year funk ( Read more... )