Sweet misery

[yustanshaleem]

Tears of joyful humiliation
Course through my veins
And the whispers in the trees
Tell me secrets
Known already by the world

I am home again
I am home again
Though only in my dreams

The girls from my past
Haunt me in my sleep
The speak in tongues
Only I can understand
And push my heart from my soul

I am home again
I am home again
But only in my dreams

And in the light
Of my dreary depression
I can harld make out the form
Of my past self pleading with me
Be not who you think I am

I am home again
I am home again
Though only in my dreams

The torture is not deserved
Though in my mind
I can tell myself it is
My that's just the disease
The wonderful disease of me

I am home again
I am home again
But only in my dreams

I fear the future which lies ahead
For if there be more than lies ahead
Perhaps my acceptence of what lies behind
Will repead and send me spiraling
Back to my warm misery

I am home again
I am home again
Though only in my dreams

Dark and dreary are my thoughts
And the words which always follow
But be not confused by the message
What was once will never be
For all there is is now
All I am is me

And I am home again
I'm coming home again
And all there is is dreams