Yoru Wa Hoshi Wo Nagamete Okure 『YutoYama OneShot』
Title: Yoru Wa Hoshi Wo Nagemete Okure
Author: yuukinanaka10
Pairing: YutoYama
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst, Romance
Type: OneShot
I climb the stairs up to the pedestrian bridge,
and behind me
Only you would tell me 'I like you'
Relying on my hand, teasing me
How you smile with your teeth is nostalgic to me
Today is our third anniversary after going through all obstacles just to be together. Both of our parents really against it when we voices our decision to be together. They were upset and can't believes that they're son is not straight but you, you protect me and said "Love doesn't need to see what gender they have. It's only need our love to each other." I still can't believe that you actually said it to our parents. But still, they against it to the point where they hired people and take you away from me. Well, of course they don't want to see me together with you since you are my brother. My own brother in blood.
Our parents were too busy with their work. So busy that the love I need from them, they never give. Not me also not to you. But you were there for me. Saying that even if our parents didn't give us the love that we need, you'll always whispering love to me. And from that day, you were the only one to say love to me and without we know the whispering of love we shared together become something more bigly. We still love each other as brother but somewhere deep inside of our heart saying that we love each other not as brother. We keep it hide from each other and locked it inside our heart, afraid to show it that it'll affect our bond as brothers.
Day by day pass and we grew more closer than before. You bring me too many places where it's only for couples to visit. You held my hands so tightly not wanting to lose me in the crowd. You throwing your jokes to me just for me to laugh and enjoy the time we spend together and we treasure it together. I missed to hear your laugh. I missed to see your smiles. I missed to hear your whispering of love.
You crying because of me
Is just odd, that's right, I'm happy just being right here
And you're with me, that truly is bliss
Even though you were not at my side anymore, I felt happy. Extremely happy. Because I knew, even though we far apart, I know you were thinking of me since I always thinking of you. Praying that you'll be okay and safe there. Always thinking of you makes me happy. Our parents always come to visit me and talking this and that and about their job. I hate it when they always said about job when I want to see you. When I ask about you, they'll suddenly become rage and said that you were not their son or never give birth to you. They also said that if just you never existed in this world, I'll never become this way.
But for me, whose fault is this to begin with if not the two of them. Saying that this is your entire fault make me hate them more but I just can't bring myself to hate them since they were our parents. They were the one who give birth to me and you. If just they can see how deep our connection and bond is, they'll see the beauty in our love.
Did you think about me right now? Because now I'm thinking of you.
Say if I were to die,
Just gaze at the stars in the night
They're smiling aren't they? That's me
Let's smile together
And see, it's not sad after all
The day when you run away from the people who locked you in a ware house, you rushed to my side where my whereabouts is even though you doesn't know where am I. But, the bond of our love brings you to me. You find me. You hug me. You kiss me even though we were at the public. You didn't care about it. A lot of people talking about us but we didn't care about. Tears of happiness fall from my eyes as our forehead met. You cupped my faced lovingly and whisper the words I really missed to hear.
"I love you."
And that's when I realize, your very existences is important to me. Much important then anyone else. I also realized that I don't want to lose you again. I want you to stay by my side. And you say, if we were going to be separated again, just looking at the stars and think of me. We stayed outside until nights come and I tell you that I don’t want to come back to the house anymore. You bring me to a hotel where we stay for a while. I want to stay with you and cuddling within your hug. I know it’ll make me comfort just by staying with you and the citrus scent of you lull me to sleep like a lullaby.
“I love you, Yuto. So much.”
Finally I get to say the three words that you always said and whisper to my ears. I got to reply when it’s always you who said it. I love you. I love you more than anything in this world. You’re my everything.
“If I die first then you, don’t cry over it. Send me with the biggest smiles you’ll ever have so that I can treasure it and always remember it until I’m reborn back to this world.”
You said it while hugging me from behind. Your chin on my head and your hand linked around my waist. The warmth of your body was sync with mine. The breeze of night was nice against our body and it just makes you tighten your arm around me knowing that I’m weak with cold season. I just lean my body to your chest and rest there.
We want to go overseas and both have our passports
But I'm just satisfied with this
We talked about going to the Sahara Desert in Africa together
And laughs were overflowing back then
We spend our time together for just a short time when we suddenly being catch by our parent’s people. They dragged us to the household and throw us in front of our parents who have an angry expression. Father was so upset with me for disobeying their commands to not seeing you again. Father was about to hit me and I closed my eyes ready to accept the impact of it when nothing come. You were stood in front of me and defend me while holding our fathers hand from colliding with my faces. They were surprised by the action you just show. The people that father called rushed to their side and when father said to beat you, I was stunned.
You run towards me but they were fast to catch you and when I want to go towards you, the other people catch me and hold me tightly. I can’t get out from their grip as you were being beat to pulp. I cried your name and you smiles even though you were being beat. No! This is not what I want! I just want to be together with you while smiling, laughing, and talk, kissed and hug with you. That’s all I want. If just I have strength to fight them and save you, I’ll immediately bring us to a place far away from here where we could fine our happiness together.
You're not living on you own
Dont' ever say that, that's right,
I want to see a future with you smiling in it
And with just that smile, it's truly bliss
Your body slowly going limp and fall to the ground with a loud thud. It was like the time stop when your body didn’t move even a slightest move. I run when the grip on my hand loose. I shook your body and can see so many bruise and blood around your body. I can’t see you like this being beaten up. This is not our parent to begin with. What parent that willing to hurt their own son? This is not like them. I cried and cried and cried. Father told one of his men to lock you up inside of the store room. I insisted them for me also to lock inside the store room together with you. I threat them I’ll killed myself in front of them if they didn’t put me together with you and so, because of doesn’t want to lose me, they accept it with their people watching us 24/7.
I clean your body with a wet towel and tend your bruise carefully when the sudden touch make you move. I called your name and the sudden grip on my hand from you startled me. You smile even though you were in much pain, you still smile. That what do I like about you.
"I can't live alone. If you were happen to suddenly disappeared from me when I open my eyes, it’ll make me died from inside out. I really can’t live alone.”
From what you were saying, you were afraid that when you open your eyes, I won’t be there and that explained on why you suddenly grip my hand tightly when you regain your consciousness. I said don’t say such things because I’ll be always be there for you no matter what. Looking at your cringe in pain make me sad. I don’t want to see this kind of expression from you. I want to see the usual you where you always laugh and smiles. I want to see it so badly because it’s the only medicine for I and the only one that’ll make me happy.
It's not because there's a pause in the road
I sing a song that'll guide me, just like I'm
hearing you
I end up crying again when looking how fragile your body was. This is embarrassing and pathetic of me. Can't they have a little tolerated to bring you to a hospital to treat you first? Damn it! This is their own son we talking about not other people. What is wrong with them? You maybe saw me frowning thinking about so many problem arise at once. You understand me well the most and when you see me at lost; you'll do only one thing. And you really do it even though you were hurt. You propped down your elbow trying to sit when it just make you feels like a lot of needles and swords pierces through your body. I help you to sit gently and he immediately raised his hand up and touches my face. His big hand caressed my cheek lovingly and his eyes looking straight towards my eyes. It feels like you were looking into my heart and searching for something.
"Ryo-chan, please smiles. Your sad face just makes me more hurt more than anything. I don't want to see my lovely one to have this kind of face. I hate it. Please smiles because only that suits yours."
I was stunned hearing it. It just like you want me to smiles like we'll he parted away from each other. No, I don't want that to happen. Not again. But nevertheless, I forced a smile on my faces as you also smiles just by looking at it. Slowly, your hand crept up to cupped both of my cheek and bring it closer towards your faces and a soft lips land on mine. Your kissed dominated me. Your kissed is not based on lustful but it’s how you truly love me. I'm enjoying the kissed that we shared together. I don't care if we're brothers or not. Screw it all. All I want right now is just merely a love from someone I adored and love with all my might.
Thanks for giving me the love I have searched for from our family. Thanks to it, it guiding me to love you more than a brother. Love between two people that will not break forever. I swear I'll be yours and you'll be mine even after we're being reborn, I'll find you my love one, Yuto.
Say if I died tomorrow
Don't cry, but look up into the sky
You're smiling aren't you? I'm up there
Yes, I'm right here, besides you
Say if I were to die,
Just gaze at the stars in the night
You're smiling aren't you? I'm up there
Let's smile together
And see, it's not sad after all
Here I am right now. Standing with a bouquet of rose on my hand. Looking at the tomb while my minds are busy being occupying by the past we went through a lot. A single of tears fall from the corner of my eyes and I immediately wipe it off. I put the flowers to the graves and pray and asking so many question. It has been 3 years since then.
"Ryo-chan, are you finish already?"
The voice of my sweet one calling from my behind as my lips curved up. Slowly, I open my eyes and stand and giving a last glance to the graves.
"I'm coming!"
I jog towards the person who just called for my name.
"Geez, you don't have to make that kind of faces if you’re just visiting the grave and reminiscences about the past, Ryo-chan."
I chuckled hearing it. Well, maybe I become a little bit emotional just by visiting the grave and remember some painful memories about being together with my love one.
"What's wrong with it? I just remember of a past on how we have to struggle against our parents just for us to be together okay, Yuto?"
Right. Did I scare you? Really? Right now, standing and walking with me is my love one, Yuto. The graves I just visit are the graves of our parents. They're died 3 years ago after the plane they were on crashed. It was unexpected at all. We both were sad about it. Now, my Yuto is the one who continued our parent’s work that they have left. Yuto bring me to places where we could see the sunsets are. It is indeed a beautiful sight. It always likes this. He'll bring me here on our anniversary each year, knowing that both of us like the scene before our eyes.
"Ne, what would happen if we end up not being together like this?"
Yuto ask while hugging me from behind. He really knows how to make me live him more. His chin is on my shoulder and looking towards my eyes. I just smiles.
"Maybe we'll end up having girlfriends like what straight couple always does."
I stated matter of fact. He just pouted and the faces he makes right now really cute. I just can't help myself from giggling looking at him. He smiles when he saw me giggling and kiss my neck.
"You know, I can't imagine the live without you in this world. I rather died than being end up with a frilly little girl. I just want to stay with the one I truly love and doing all together. There's still many thing I want to learn from this world and-"
You paused before turn me to look at me straight on my eyes.
"-I want to do it with you, not all alone."
I just smiled hearing it from your lips. I just nodded and you pulled me to hug. You muttered the three sweet words again and again. I like on how you are trying to make me fall for you even more and more deep than this and I truly have love you deeper than anything.
Yuto, I love you. I love you so much more than anything else. Even death can't apart us. I love you.
~END~
Thanks for reading...
I just finish this for one day today... (╯⊙ ω ⊙╰ )
I'm tired already...
Well, whatever... It's my Ichiban OTP so I'll finish it...
Enjoy reading! (●´ω｀●)
Comment are welcome! ♥
Posted via m.livejournal.com.
Author: yuukinanaka10
Pairing: YutoYama
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst, Romance
Type: OneShot
I climb the stairs up to the pedestrian bridge,
and behind me
Only you would tell me 'I like you'
Relying on my hand, teasing me
How you smile with your teeth is nostalgic to me
Today is our third anniversary after going through all obstacles just to be together. Both of our parents really against it when we voices our decision to be together. They were upset and can't believes that they're son is not straight but you, you protect me and said "Love doesn't need to see what gender they have. It's only need our love to each other." I still can't believe that you actually said it to our parents. But still, they against it to the point where they hired people and take you away from me. Well, of course they don't want to see me together with you since you are my brother. My own brother in blood.
Our parents were too busy with their work. So busy that the love I need from them, they never give. Not me also not to you. But you were there for me. Saying that even if our parents didn't give us the love that we need, you'll always whispering love to me. And from that day, you were the only one to say love to me and without we know the whispering of love we shared together become something more bigly. We still love each other as brother but somewhere deep inside of our heart saying that we love each other not as brother. We keep it hide from each other and locked it inside our heart, afraid to show it that it'll affect our bond as brothers.
Day by day pass and we grew more closer than before. You bring me too many places where it's only for couples to visit. You held my hands so tightly not wanting to lose me in the crowd. You throwing your jokes to me just for me to laugh and enjoy the time we spend together and we treasure it together. I missed to hear your laugh. I missed to see your smiles. I missed to hear your whispering of love.
You crying because of me
Is just odd, that's right, I'm happy just being right here
And you're with me, that truly is bliss
Even though you were not at my side anymore, I felt happy. Extremely happy. Because I knew, even though we far apart, I know you were thinking of me since I always thinking of you. Praying that you'll be okay and safe there. Always thinking of you makes me happy. Our parents always come to visit me and talking this and that and about their job. I hate it when they always said about job when I want to see you. When I ask about you, they'll suddenly become rage and said that you were not their son or never give birth to you. They also said that if just you never existed in this world, I'll never become this way.
But for me, whose fault is this to begin with if not the two of them. Saying that this is your entire fault make me hate them more but I just can't bring myself to hate them since they were our parents. They were the one who give birth to me and you. If just they can see how deep our connection and bond is, they'll see the beauty in our love.
Did you think about me right now? Because now I'm thinking of you.
Say if I were to die,
Just gaze at the stars in the night
They're smiling aren't they? That's me
Let's smile together
And see, it's not sad after all
The day when you run away from the people who locked you in a ware house, you rushed to my side where my whereabouts is even though you doesn't know where am I. But, the bond of our love brings you to me. You find me. You hug me. You kiss me even though we were at the public. You didn't care about it. A lot of people talking about us but we didn't care about. Tears of happiness fall from my eyes as our forehead met. You cupped my faced lovingly and whisper the words I really missed to hear.
"I love you."
And that's when I realize, your very existences is important to me. Much important then anyone else. I also realized that I don't want to lose you again. I want you to stay by my side. And you say, if we were going to be separated again, just looking at the stars and think of me. We stayed outside until nights come and I tell you that I don’t want to come back to the house anymore. You bring me to a hotel where we stay for a while. I want to stay with you and cuddling within your hug. I know it’ll make me comfort just by staying with you and the citrus scent of you lull me to sleep like a lullaby.
“I love you, Yuto. So much.”
Finally I get to say the three words that you always said and whisper to my ears. I got to reply when it’s always you who said it. I love you. I love you more than anything in this world. You’re my everything.
“If I die first then you, don’t cry over it. Send me with the biggest smiles you’ll ever have so that I can treasure it and always remember it until I’m reborn back to this world.”
You said it while hugging me from behind. Your chin on my head and your hand linked around my waist. The warmth of your body was sync with mine. The breeze of night was nice against our body and it just makes you tighten your arm around me knowing that I’m weak with cold season. I just lean my body to your chest and rest there.
We want to go overseas and both have our passports
But I'm just satisfied with this
We talked about going to the Sahara Desert in Africa together
And laughs were overflowing back then
We spend our time together for just a short time when we suddenly being catch by our parent’s people. They dragged us to the household and throw us in front of our parents who have an angry expression. Father was so upset with me for disobeying their commands to not seeing you again. Father was about to hit me and I closed my eyes ready to accept the impact of it when nothing come. You were stood in front of me and defend me while holding our fathers hand from colliding with my faces. They were surprised by the action you just show. The people that father called rushed to their side and when father said to beat you, I was stunned.
You run towards me but they were fast to catch you and when I want to go towards you, the other people catch me and hold me tightly. I can’t get out from their grip as you were being beat to pulp. I cried your name and you smiles even though you were being beat. No! This is not what I want! I just want to be together with you while smiling, laughing, and talk, kissed and hug with you. That’s all I want. If just I have strength to fight them and save you, I’ll immediately bring us to a place far away from here where we could fine our happiness together.
You're not living on you own
Dont' ever say that, that's right,
I want to see a future with you smiling in it
And with just that smile, it's truly bliss
Your body slowly going limp and fall to the ground with a loud thud. It was like the time stop when your body didn’t move even a slightest move. I run when the grip on my hand loose. I shook your body and can see so many bruise and blood around your body. I can’t see you like this being beaten up. This is not our parent to begin with. What parent that willing to hurt their own son? This is not like them. I cried and cried and cried. Father told one of his men to lock you up inside of the store room. I insisted them for me also to lock inside the store room together with you. I threat them I’ll killed myself in front of them if they didn’t put me together with you and so, because of doesn’t want to lose me, they accept it with their people watching us 24/7.
I clean your body with a wet towel and tend your bruise carefully when the sudden touch make you move. I called your name and the sudden grip on my hand from you startled me. You smile even though you were in much pain, you still smile. That what do I like about you.
"I can't live alone. If you were happen to suddenly disappeared from me when I open my eyes, it’ll make me died from inside out. I really can’t live alone.”
From what you were saying, you were afraid that when you open your eyes, I won’t be there and that explained on why you suddenly grip my hand tightly when you regain your consciousness. I said don’t say such things because I’ll be always be there for you no matter what. Looking at your cringe in pain make me sad. I don’t want to see this kind of expression from you. I want to see the usual you where you always laugh and smiles. I want to see it so badly because it’s the only medicine for I and the only one that’ll make me happy.
It's not because there's a pause in the road
I sing a song that'll guide me, just like I'm
hearing you
I end up crying again when looking how fragile your body was. This is embarrassing and pathetic of me. Can't they have a little tolerated to bring you to a hospital to treat you first? Damn it! This is their own son we talking about not other people. What is wrong with them? You maybe saw me frowning thinking about so many problem arise at once. You understand me well the most and when you see me at lost; you'll do only one thing. And you really do it even though you were hurt. You propped down your elbow trying to sit when it just make you feels like a lot of needles and swords pierces through your body. I help you to sit gently and he immediately raised his hand up and touches my face. His big hand caressed my cheek lovingly and his eyes looking straight towards my eyes. It feels like you were looking into my heart and searching for something.
"Ryo-chan, please smiles. Your sad face just makes me more hurt more than anything. I don't want to see my lovely one to have this kind of face. I hate it. Please smiles because only that suits yours."
I was stunned hearing it. It just like you want me to smiles like we'll he parted away from each other. No, I don't want that to happen. Not again. But nevertheless, I forced a smile on my faces as you also smiles just by looking at it. Slowly, your hand crept up to cupped both of my cheek and bring it closer towards your faces and a soft lips land on mine. Your kissed dominated me. Your kissed is not based on lustful but it’s how you truly love me. I'm enjoying the kissed that we shared together. I don't care if we're brothers or not. Screw it all. All I want right now is just merely a love from someone I adored and love with all my might.
Thanks for giving me the love I have searched for from our family. Thanks to it, it guiding me to love you more than a brother. Love between two people that will not break forever. I swear I'll be yours and you'll be mine even after we're being reborn, I'll find you my love one, Yuto.
Say if I died tomorrow
Don't cry, but look up into the sky
You're smiling aren't you? I'm up there
Yes, I'm right here, besides you
Say if I were to die,
Just gaze at the stars in the night
You're smiling aren't you? I'm up there
Let's smile together
And see, it's not sad after all
Here I am right now. Standing with a bouquet of rose on my hand. Looking at the tomb while my minds are busy being occupying by the past we went through a lot. A single of tears fall from the corner of my eyes and I immediately wipe it off. I put the flowers to the graves and pray and asking so many question. It has been 3 years since then.
"Ryo-chan, are you finish already?"
The voice of my sweet one calling from my behind as my lips curved up. Slowly, I open my eyes and stand and giving a last glance to the graves.
"I'm coming!"
I jog towards the person who just called for my name.
"Geez, you don't have to make that kind of faces if you’re just visiting the grave and reminiscences about the past, Ryo-chan."
I chuckled hearing it. Well, maybe I become a little bit emotional just by visiting the grave and remember some painful memories about being together with my love one.
"What's wrong with it? I just remember of a past on how we have to struggle against our parents just for us to be together okay, Yuto?"
Right. Did I scare you? Really? Right now, standing and walking with me is my love one, Yuto. The graves I just visit are the graves of our parents. They're died 3 years ago after the plane they were on crashed. It was unexpected at all. We both were sad about it. Now, my Yuto is the one who continued our parent’s work that they have left. Yuto bring me to places where we could see the sunsets are. It is indeed a beautiful sight. It always likes this. He'll bring me here on our anniversary each year, knowing that both of us like the scene before our eyes.
"Ne, what would happen if we end up not being together like this?"
Yuto ask while hugging me from behind. He really knows how to make me live him more. His chin is on my shoulder and looking towards my eyes. I just smiles.
"Maybe we'll end up having girlfriends like what straight couple always does."
I stated matter of fact. He just pouted and the faces he makes right now really cute. I just can't help myself from giggling looking at him. He smiles when he saw me giggling and kiss my neck.
"You know, I can't imagine the live without you in this world. I rather died than being end up with a frilly little girl. I just want to stay with the one I truly love and doing all together. There's still many thing I want to learn from this world and-"
You paused before turn me to look at me straight on my eyes.
"-I want to do it with you, not all alone."
I just smiled hearing it from your lips. I just nodded and you pulled me to hug. You muttered the three sweet words again and again. I like on how you are trying to make me fall for you even more and more deep than this and I truly have love you deeper than anything.
Yuto, I love you. I love you so much more than anything else. Even death can't apart us. I love you.
~END~
Thanks for reading...
I just finish this for one day today... (╯⊙ ω ⊙╰ )
I'm tired already...
Well, whatever... It's my Ichiban OTP so I'll finish it...
Enjoy reading! (●´ω｀●)
Comment are welcome! ♥
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