Damn emotions.

[yuuzaiden]

Why do I feel.
WHY DO I HURT MYSELF LIKE THIS>
no one is out to hurt me
so why do I hurt myself?
No one will see these tears and only i can drag myself outta this mood.
yes i'm anxious, but i've been that way for as long as i can remember.
no one knows about the attempts, no one that i'll ever see again so let it go, it's just another secret in your

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[driftwoodwings]

You have to be ok. You can't be like this anymore. it hasn't worked so far. No one wants to be around someone like that, but you you're a good person and there are many wonderful qualities about you. Scars and all.
love yourself.
This, although worded differently. Was pretty much said to me by somebody -you probably know who he is- while I was a sobbing mess at the school yard ten years ago. He was giving me a heavy cold no-bull shit glare. Do this, make more of yourself. I am still here. I'll remind you when ever you fall. Be okay. For you and you alone. The pain and panic will leave in due time. It gets okay.