i sang karaoke tonight ( Read more... )

So I've managed to reach a point where my future is actually frightening to me. I'm a little nauseous, but I'm sure I'll be fine in a few hours. I don't know what it is that's freaking me out, anyway. There's too many things. Grains of sand and all that. I've fucked up a lot of things and I've done some things right. Who knows?

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1. Working at a bar is like 50% janitorial work, if you're not a bartender. It's filthy and gross. The stocking beers/washing glasses part is ok, but seeing the regulars come in, some of them barely functioning human beings destroying themselves through their alcoholism, is pretty depressing. Besides which, getting home at 5 in the morning is ( Read more... )

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tj0bGWnXzU4

Chen posted that LJ haiku thing and I went through it a bunch and it was neat. I got four I liked a lot. Here they are ( Read more... )

Today I was in Fenway park attending the Red Sox game. I went to buy some coffee and some dude that looked kind of like an asshole was standing in front of me. This other guy that looked kind of like an asshole, and vaguely Baldwin-esque, went up to him and they started shooting the breeze, talking about each other's kids and stuff. They were both ( Read more... )

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Also, this is quite possibly the greatest thing I've ever seen: http://youtube.com/watch?v=71cGLyOKhSc&search=Vanilla%20FudgeRead more... )

The lady in the Chinese restaurant asks the man about his wife. He tells her about how she's wheelchair-bound, the cancer is spreading, and she's weak. The lady is incredulous and obviously sad. She keeps asking tactless questions in such a sincere way that it's endearing and understandable. When my food is ready, I take it and leave. I cross the ( Read more... )