take the lid off

[za_guda_buda]

I'm not sure how much longer I can stay quiet. I have a lot of angry thoughts and feelings towards a good amount of people. I know for the second I spurt these thoughts out I'll feel invincible, maybe even at peace... But I know the avalanche that will follow and I know a single thought is never forever. I can change my mind very quickly. I guess

Comments

[frozenxkiss]

Not to start a fight, but why would you write an entry like this and then go into my lj and patronize me for getting angry? Doesn't make sense.

[za_guda_buda]

Just saying whats on my mind... usually whats on my mind doesn't make sense so I don't usually speak my mind. There are other people I'm anrgy at too.
I don't do anything I just beat myself up. but yeah what I was thinking was that most people who try to get people angry are doing it to get a reaction. Well who ever the guy was got a pretty goood reaction out of you. I just see that as something for him to feed off of. You could beat the guy into submission with words or threats or violence and get others to do it as well but whatever. We obviously have different opinions because we've talked about this before and I've tryed to force my opinons on you before. I wrote the entry after the insult. So it was more of a reflection on why I shouldn't get angry and blurt things out. I'm going back to my cage

sorry

[frozenxkiss]

It's alright, but I just didn't see how me getting mad at someone calling me easy wouldn't expect a reaction. And no, Charlie. I love you <333

[akillingmoon]

charlie we need to backspace it up real soon. we'll enjoy delicious coffee and delicious fellows...wait! what? you rool charlie d.