Hmm...it's 3:15 am on a Saturday morning, and I'm at my house. This feels weird. And kind of sucks, too. Oh well. I'm going to bed.

Sometimes, you wake up one morning, and realize that some people should be burned alive. And then you understand that you're not the passive, mellow person you always strived to be, but a bitter, unforgiving emotional train wreck. Sometimes you discover yourself in another person whom you've been partially acquainted with for years, and then you ( Read more... )

I stopped posting. Whoops ( Read more... )

I'd like to wish a very merry third anniversary to my wonderful LiveJournal. Where else would I be able to post every little annoyance of my life for public reference? Thank you, LiveJournal, for being a true friend ( Read more... )

I thought things were back to normal. Apparently I was wrong.

Of course, I guess this summer has been anything but normal.

Reminder to self: God, I'm so emo.

Wow. Um. Yeah. Wow. Fuck. Fucking wow ( Read more... )

For those of you who wonder what exactly it is that I get paid for at Showplace, I've set up a brief presentation that I like to call:

Cati, Brian/Phil, & LaDawn Present: GOTHIC POETRY!!

"The rain comes down.
My pain is enveloped
In each flash of lightning.
The blood drips
drips

down.

- Brian/Phil ( Read more... )

Damn, damn, damn, damn. Damn. Yes, indeed, damn. Showplace quickly turned from a moderately entertaining and slightly fun place of employment to the job from Hell. I know, I know. That was an understatement ( Read more... )

Only just now did I realize how boring it'll be for the next week. Maybe I need more friends.

Very simply put, I don't know anyone anymore. There are those I miss more than others, but those individuals may be the ones too far gone to bring back. And for once, I don't think it's anything I did wrong ( Read more... )