So I'm updating just sort of for the sake of an update. Not too much as happened at all. I bombed my calc quiz today. it's okay, it'll get dropped....but really...wow did I bomb it. I was very productive tonight. I did a load of laundry, and cleaned my room, and wrote an outline for my paper, so now I know exactly how it's going to go, just ( Read more... )

So my tourguide interview went well. I had to get into a group of four people (they picked our groups for us) and my group had to give a presentation on how to improve the frrosh res halls. We did wel. Two other girls in my group actually live on my floor so that was nice. We pretyt much wrote about to improve Tyler...cause we got the reject ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMY MY LOVE ( Read more... )

it kinda bothers me how rachel talks about me behind my back. thats all im gunna say about that.

and about other things....they are fairly worked out. matt and i talked a lot today about last night. we're okay. which is good.

and about other things...
sig ep fell through

and about other things...
i want to get drunk.

yay for sigma ep and alcohol and drowning away reality :-D.
tonight should be a good one.

Do you guys sense a pattern here....cause I do. This is so typical. I read back on my entries and all of it jsut screams lonliness. and lord tonight made it worse. cause i was just lying there and the phone rang and then he said 'i miss kate now' and i thought to myself 'what the fuck am i doing...honestly what the fuck am i doing.' i'm being ( Read more... )

dear god...i am so fucking stupid

I set myself up for this...i really did. this was like waiting to get my heart broken into 8 million tiny pieces. its happening. lord this hurts so bad. thisis so stupid. it really is. m not even drunk anymore...and hes on the phone with her right now and they'e talking about me and shes all broken up about it cause of the ocversation me and ( Read more... )

I just got back from Tower City with John Horton. That was fun. I went to Charlotte Russe and bought a mini skirt and some cool pant things. I liked so many things there but I only had like 60 dollars. I can't wait till I have a job and i'm actually working and making money ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm thirteen again. That's what this is all really about. But the surprising thing is that I'm not jealous...just sorta hurt ( Read more... )