It seems I'm missed, who'd a thought(not me), so here goes, a new post, enjoy, or be interested, or angered (probably angered), either way, brand spankin new post ( Read more... )

Imagine being honest. Can you? And no one would judge; No one changes the way they treat you.
Picture, if possible, trying at everything. It's hard to.
Pretend Tuesday is Thursday, and Thursday is every day.
It's all in Getting it, keeping it, and the thoughts you forget while your asleep.
It, is yet to be lost...hang on.

I'm ok

I've always said that I hated Bethpage, and I guess that's not really true. I hate how things are for me there, and it's not the people. The people are fine, I just never found, I guess, anyone ( Read more... )

I've made another life decision that will change in a week, but why not, right ( Read more... )

"Anything less than great is a waste of time ( Read more... )

So whats new? Well, since you asked (ok, I asked ( Read more... )

We've all said it, talked about it, thought about it, getting out of Bethpage. They have an expression in Bethpage (They talk a lot, don't they? What movie?), they talk about getting out of the "Bethpage Bubble." Now I am, I'm leaving, and you know what? I'm happy to be leaving. It was never about where I was going, as long as I was leaving ( Read more... )

Matt from Hollywood had last night tonight. I came into return movies and he was working. He's a good guy, just fell off the beaten path. This is probably the last time I'll see him, I hope it is, b/c if I see him again it will probably be at Hollywood, which means his other job didn't work out, and he hates Hollywood. We talked for a little bit, ( Read more... )

Of all the things you can tell someone, I think the best is, "I think the world of you." It's just a nice thought. Maybe it's not that poetic; maybe its nicer to actually think the world of someone; I'm not sure. Maybe it's just pathetic. Who lives in reality these days? Fantasy is a lot nicer.

I'm the good guy in my world.

Amy starting talking to me again (YAYYY) but not really (BOOOO). But then she told me she didn't want to go to the prom together anymore (BOOO). She says it's a step forward, I disagree, but it probably is better for her, I understand that. For her, it's too awkward for her to just talk to me again, and I'm doing all I can to alleviate that ( Read more... )