working out feels good. wednesday feels good.

doing laundry smells AND feels good.

doing a really awesome job at work and being told so feels the best.

hike in the woods with Jingjing. i want to fall back in love with new england winters. i really don't think it ever left me, though.


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Tonight has been full of a lot of thoughts and a lot of leafing and pulling and re-reading of my life, my emotions, and the way i make sense of being me; especially the ways i have made sense ( Read more... )

Finally she cries with silver tears and fucked up eyes ( Read more... )

Burdened with empty rooms, I feel as if I've had enough alone time to last me straight through 2008 ( Read more... )

what's my resolution you might be asking ( Read more... )

There's a hole in the thick misconception ( Read more... )

I'm not feeling so well these days physically. Been spending my time working and doing homework. I'm officially done with orientation, just a test and a certification and student-specific training ahead. I'm super nervous/super excited. I haven't slept in or taken a nap in a very long time. I feel my body shutting down ( Read more... )

ALSO: i just got hit on by a really cute kenyan man... oh my.

Go to a random post of each month in 2007
pick the most important line from that entry
post it in your journal as a "year in review"

January
I told him that I hope he gets AIDs. Then I hung up. This time I hope for the last time

February
no posts...

MarchWhen I get real lonely at ( Read more... )

Praise the beneficent, element that rest
Devoid in the form that make love manifest -Mos Def

I don't know why I do this to myself, it's really not worth it. Is it that important that some jerk-off likes me? Is it the fact that he doesn't give me what I want that makes me keep coming back? He's so rude sometimes! I don't know what he expects of me, he says we don't know each other and that's because he makes no concerted effort to figure me ( Read more... )