Every time i look in the mirror i want to break down and cry. My weight has always been an issue in my life, my mum her partner used to take the piss out of me when i was younger, for example when we were on holiday, they used to say that i was like a beached whale at the beach. I'd protest, and they'd say i was thin skinned and couldn't take a joke. It looks kind of comical typed into this little box, but thinking back, it was the worst thing they could have done. I've been on and off diets for years, and i hate the way i look. There's no way of me fixing things either.
Sadly a feeling I know all to well. I was called big and fat all the way through junior and high school and even in college, and when I look at pictures back then I wasnt at all but I felt huge, I hated myself. Now I really DO have a problem with my weight I feel no different cos I was always made to feel this way. So my sympathies xxxx
Once upon a time there was a small girl named little red rideing hood. One day she was going to visit her sick grandmother. As she was walking thorough the forest with the chocolate and candy for her grandmother, an evil Mongolian lamb spotted little red rideing hood and thought to itself "mmmmmmm candy". Little red was unawear of the evil lamb, and carried on skipping along, not knowing she was taking the long route. Just as little red got to her grandmothers house, the evil mongolian lamb jumped out at her. Little red screamed and her grandmother came to the rescue and slaughtered the Mongolian lamb. And they never went hungry again.
When I was little, I used to sneak under my Mum's bed, look at her Ann Summers and Lovelace catalogues and play with her vibrators... all of which she thought I didn't know about... and would have died if she found out I knew!
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anonymous
April 9 2004, 14:16:21 UTC
When I was about 5 or 6, one of my earliest memories is an interesting one. I remember a neighbor girl (same age as me), one that I didn't play with often, pulling me into my backyard and making me lie with her on a hammock. She then asked me to take off my panties and took hers off as well. After that was done she showed me how to masturbate using my fingers. We sat there for about an hour or so giggling and playing with ourselves. True story. I never saw that girl after that day.
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anonymous
April 20 2004, 07:55:14 UTC
When I was around 5, a neighbor girl (two years older I think..maybe one..)and I were playing in my bedroom. She said "I know what sex is." I, of course not knowing what sex is asked her what..and I can't remember what she said but it didn't make sense to me and she said she's show me and all I remember is that she said we had to take off our clothes and bounce around on the bed. True story.
Re: This is a lil riskay.zahrimsthoughtsMay 27 2004, 05:45:53 UTC
Hmmm there was a girl in our street I used to sleep over at we used to play kissing games and we were only REALLY young at the time, kinda scary when you think about it x
I'm in love with someone who i don't think loves me back, and it really hurts when you can't stop loving them, when you know they will never actually love you....
im in`a relationship and i thought it was great until i met somebody else and i just dont no what to do. i reaally like both people but either way i will hurt one. pls help xx
*sigh* This is NEVER an easy one. Sadly you cant choose who you fall in love with, this is something I know all to well. Only you know how you feel so therefore only you can choose, sadly yes someone will get hurt, but a choice sooner or later you will have to make.
Things to think about: Who would you miss more if they were taken out of your life? Imagine yourself five years down the line, who will still be there? Make sure its love you feel and not just lust... Who cares for YOU more? and most important: Which one do you like more?
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Yes. I suck at stories. And i'm bored. *Cries*
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I'm in love with someone who i don't think loves me back, and it really hurts when you can't stop loving them, when you know they will never actually love you....
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Things to think about:
Who would you miss more if they were taken out of your life?
Imagine yourself five years down the line, who will still be there?
Make sure its love you feel and not just lust...
Who cares for YOU more?
and most important:
Which one do you like more?
Hope it all goes ok, sorry I cant be much help x
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