Why do i feel i'm losing something that i've already lost?

missin' ya

There is so much to be thankful for that I have received... but its never enough. I wish I was more materialistic, it proves to simplify life. If only the antidote to my poor moods was to buy something. Instead I crave abstract nouns, i.e. Comfort, Peace, Fun,...Love. One of my friends confronted me about being trapped or at least tired of this ( Read more... )

The Holiday Season for me, Thanksgiving, Christmas, New Years , and my birthday, all sucked...I worked during them all and they were all stressful...New Years being the best out of them all ended in me realizing that i'm more alone than I realize... as I lay in my bed with mass amount of people coming in and out, laying down beside me, telling ( Read more... )

"I,m a dead end for people to turn around in ( Read more... )

I won't pretend anymore.

What is the biggest lie in your life right now? (don't lie to yourself either)

If you could change one thing in this world...what would it be?

My friends are great new and old...i've never witnessed so many friends protecting other friends. They stick up for eachother a lot...thank you. I'll try to be as great as all of you.

I, as of now, am tired. I'm at work and know that when I get home in 2-3 hrs. I will lay down and try to sleep only to roll around completely restless and decide to be productive. So, I get up and clean, take a shower, eat, be digusted with the dishes, and watch a few movies. Then, the highlight of my day, some people might stop by for an hour or ( Read more... )

I'm scared to lose what I don't even have. Please.