So, I went to the Tav with Parker and Jeff. Mandy, Kathy and Nicole met us there later. I was highly dissapointed with beer, but i wasnt expecting to like it. Mikes Hard Lemonade-- not too impressed either. I would much rather just have a water or something. I don't plan on drinking really ever again. Maybe I will taste a mixed drink or something ( Read more... )

Hello everyone, it is my birthday. I am now 21 and go get drunk. Ok, so we all know I probably wont get drunk... actually i know i wont. But tomorrow... well i guess it is today, i am going to a bar with Jeff and Parker. Speaking of Parker, I would like to give a shout out to him for being the best friend ever. He is constantly supportive no matter ( Read more... )

So I did the whole Amy thing. Didn't go as I had planned. I thought she wouldnt care about not seeing me anymore... but she did. So after hours of talking, we got a lot of stuff covered. I now know exactly what to expect from her... or not to expect, and she knows how i feel and how i dont like how she treats me at times, so i let her know how i ( Read more... )

Wow, i think this could very well be one of the worst days of my life. I just want to go back to bed, but i cant. I have 2 more classes. Plus I still have to deal with Amy. I am really anxious about telling her that I dont want to see her anymore. I just want to get it over with and stop worrying about it. I also found out that our custodian doesnt ( Read more... )

Ok wow, I'm done. I am officially done. I cannot do this any more. Its pretty amazing to me that someone can take something so great and just take it all away like it never happened. God give me strength.

GOSH! There are so many drunk people and it pisses me off! I know they are drinking, I just can't catch them! I wish I was in an upperclassmen hall. Some of these kids are so stupid! I just want to go to bed, but there is always somethin goin on.

Well a bunch of residents just watched Real World Hitchcock starring Mandy, Sarah and Zak. It was awesome! Then I showed some of my personal movies, thats always an ego booster. I talked to Amy, so it was good to hear from her. I think I am addicted to her or something, and if a certain amount of time goes by without me hearing from her, I go nuts ( Read more... )

Well, the more I think about my situation with a certain girl, the more it frustrates me. I really don't know what to do... well I do, but I dont like it. being demoted sucks big time! The more I think about it, the more it ticks me off

Well this is the firs time I have used this. Parker made me do it. If I didn't, he said he would destroy me. I have a fort building program goin on right now (forts like you build as a kid). Then tonight my parents are commin up to take me to dinner. Mentally, I am in a state of confusion and am not sure what the future will bring. It sort of ticks ( Read more... )