fuck i havnt written in this thing in a year! dosnt seem that long. alot has happend to me and most of its been awesome!!! hahahaha

jarrods bday on saturday!!!!

time waits for no man ( Read more... )

so im over being sick now! back to my drinking habbits.... haha ( Read more... )

why is letting go such a hard thing to do? why do we put ourselves through the pain over and over again. forgeting a hurtfull deed is a very hard thing for me to do. there are a few things that have happend to me in the past 4 years that has made me in to the person i am. some good, some bad and some worse. in the past 4 years my best friend ( Read more... )

why is letting go such a hard thing to do? why do we put ourselves through the pain over and over again. forgeting a hurtfull deed is a very hard thing for me to do. there are a few things that have happend to me in the past 4 years that has made me in to the person i am. some good, some bad and some worse. in the past 4 years my best friend ( Read more... )

its been ruff the past week. besides working a ton iv been finding out shit i dont really want to know. but its my own fault. i cant help it. dosnt help at all ( Read more... )

havnt updated in a while ( Read more... )

still working my ass off. iv been drinking everynight causs im so fucking bored and lonley. i have no idea what to do with myself ( Read more... )

is single life supose to be this boring and lonley?

i guess ill drink some more

iv been so bored. i just dont know what to do with myself ( Read more... )