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[zalice]

I am back in NJ again. And this time I have my violin and a conscience!
I think my life only has meaning in relation to other people. When I am alone I cease to exist. This strikes me as unhealthy.

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[goddess32585]

I think my life only has meaning in relation to other people.
sometimes i feel like that too. then i remember that i'm wrong, and my life has no meaning anyway. and then it's all good.

[zalice]

I'm afraid if I sit and think too long, I'll come to that conclusion and die right then and there.

[goddess32585]

*curious* are you capable of willing yourself to die just like that? my activation energy for suicide is fairly high, or i'm just *really* lazy.

[zalice]

I'm certainly capable of instaneously getting depressed enough to be suicidal, if a few conditions like sleep deprivation are met. Guess how often that happens.

[annag]

hmm, i think i tend to selfishly think the opposite, therefore neglecting other people.