One foot in a chasm, one foot in the abyss...
there's no way to express this. no words, no images, no photos or sketching or typing or throwing shit around will ever truly represent the level of pain currently residing in my chest. in my mind. embedded in every thought and action, every blink and nod
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it's like kimya dawson says, 'broken hearts hurt, but they make us strong'
and you are strong like a crazy xena amazon warrior lady. true story.
you should come over and we will drink tea and watch stupid movies and talk and make art and pat kittens and sleep in tents in the back yard with fairy lights in them. and in the morning we will drink juice.
also - feel free to tell people to fuck off with their opinions on your relationships, on your grieving, on your life. telling you that you hurt him doesn't actually HELP anyone, does it? doesn't make anyone hurt any less.
anyway, my love, self destruction never helps anything and only makes you feel worse in the end. (i am aware that when you're down, people who say crap like that <<< seem like big fat liars or motivational speakers, but you know...). the truth is that you deserved better than phil and now you deserve to experience wondrous joy. i love you.
repeat: i love you. *
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