what's left?
Is there a Ms. Hyde in the building?...
didn't think so.
I'm so frustrated I feel so distant from the world around me, isolated... and it keeps me wondering, because there must be hundreds of people that feel the same way. It's just hard when your as patient as me and with nothing to lose or gain you kind of just felt things be. I have a regular job and a regular life style, why am I enclosed into a different coral then everyone eles. Is it that im just letting the world pass me by? I find it hard to find reason to stop it, and whenever i do, the subject of my attraction makes a dash. My elitist persona sometimes gets the best of me... but fuck i cant help it, everyday i want to grab someone and shake them to see if they're in control of themself or just a zombie that cont control their own actions or people who cant ponder for a second if their life depended on it. I cant help but feel above the curve. So fuck it... i cant force people to do anything, well i can but i hate being the puppeteer you dont get any recognition for your leadership since your using force and no one appreciates it after its over.
This isnt anything new and the feeling of it being old has come and left several times throughout everyday. I try to cloud my mind with things that dont matter and frustration but the root of it all is that... fuck im lonely and people like me are difficult to find.
didn't think so.
I'm so frustrated I feel so distant from the world around me, isolated... and it keeps me wondering, because there must be hundreds of people that feel the same way. It's just hard when your as patient as me and with nothing to lose or gain you kind of just felt things be. I have a regular job and a regular life style, why am I enclosed into a different coral then everyone eles. Is it that im just letting the world pass me by? I find it hard to find reason to stop it, and whenever i do, the subject of my attraction makes a dash. My elitist persona sometimes gets the best of me... but fuck i cant help it, everyday i want to grab someone and shake them to see if they're in control of themself or just a zombie that cont control their own actions or people who cant ponder for a second if their life depended on it. I cant help but feel above the curve. So fuck it... i cant force people to do anything, well i can but i hate being the puppeteer you dont get any recognition for your leadership since your using force and no one appreciates it after its over.
This isnt anything new and the feeling of it being old has come and left several times throughout everyday. I try to cloud my mind with things that dont matter and frustration but the root of it all is that... fuck im lonely and people like me are difficult to find.