I am going to play stabby stabby with the fuckin phone company pretty damn quick here. Jesus Christ. The guy who takes out order quits/gets fired, so he never placed out order so I had to get it in my 6 pm our time or we wouldnt get the line or the net on the first. THEN! They tell me that the phone line costs more than the guy told me on friday ( Read more... )

I am worried and scared. Moving is a big step and as I pack everything up I realize how close the day of moving out is getting. And it scares me. What if we get in a fight and things get stressful? What if I get hurt and can't work and can't make rent? I won't ask for Carrie's help, but neither do I want to have to ask my parents help. They co ( Read more... )

We move in 24 days. Mom and dad keep telling me that I should wait another year, Carrie is older than me and is ready to move out. What is a year going to do change my mind? No. Right now it is going to annoy me more. My parents gave me a great childhood but now they wont let me grow up, they dont want me working late, at any other store, as a ( Read more... )

I really am tired of people trying to start up drama because they know it gets to me and want my reaction. Well this here is my reaction. Surprisingly enough it is not "fuck off assholes" it is more along the lines of, "get over yourself, then move on." I will not cave on your every whim any more. Basically those of you know who you are, get ( Read more... )

Off to go look at the first appartment of many, but this one allows cats so Carrie likes it, and it has a nice weight lifting area so i do ( Read more... )

I just bought another guitar ^.^ Tis sweet. This one is solid black and just a normal accustic. But I am NOT getting rid of blue and I will never sell that guitar, despite the people who asked me to at school, just isnt happening. The new guitar should be here in 2 weeks or so.

Jealousy is a very strong thing, and it always turns up at the worst of times. At times when someone is happy and either you feel they have no right to be, or you feel left behind and you know you shouldn't. Or at a time someone needs you but you can't react the way they need because you are too bust being jealous. The worst part is that you know ( Read more... )

I am leaving in a little bit to start over at North Town. Not sure how I feel about that since one of the servers hit one from Riverdale that moved over there. I have a feeling I wont get along with her to well. But Oh well. We will see what happens. Because I will not get hit the face or anywhere and just stand there and take it. I will do ( Read more... )

Here is a hint, if you think it is going to be funny as hell to leave notes and texts to scare the shit out of someone, IT FUCKING ISNT FUNNY! DONT DO IT. I am going to kick Dylans ass and that is all there is to it. It isnt funny it isnt nice and it does scare the hell out of a person. And if you happen to be as unlucky as Mr. Dylan the cops ( Read more... )

Work is evil as hell but you know who cares? My traspher was denied and after I left a rather not so nice note to my manager it was approved again.

Other than that I think I found a good guy but I'm not sure :P since we arent technically together or anything. But who really cares about technicallities ey?