we can only run on adrenaline for so long until we crash. it is at these lowest moments in our lives, when we have nothing left to hide behind, that we experience "reality." left, right. up, down. yes, no. that is all that matters when you are on autopilot. maybe we are just so used to feeling shitty that we cannot fathom being able to feel the goodness of happiness. maybe sometimes we have to fight the autopilot, even though our bones have stopped growing, and turn that damned thing OFF. risky, to be the one in control of your own choices. scares me to fuckin death, ill tell ya that much.
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maybe we are just so used to feeling shitty that we cannot fathom being able to feel the goodness of happiness.
maybe sometimes we have to fight the autopilot, even though our bones have stopped growing, and turn that damned thing OFF.
risky, to be the one in control of your own choices. scares me to fuckin death, ill tell ya that much.
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Seriously, thank you
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