Pondering

[zanna2332]

am·bi·tion : \am-ˈbi-shən\ noun

1 a: an ardent desire for rank, fame, or power b: desire to achieve a particular end2: the object of ambition ambition is to start her own business>3: a desire for activity or exertion ambition>

Once again it is late at night and I have spent far too much time in the last few days shut away in my own head;

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[saru_kage]

Am also waiting for that sign. Hoping it will take form of large stack of $100 bills.

[zanna2332]

:) Yeah, divine intervention would be great because it would also answer a great deal of questions; but large stacks of bills would be preferable, as I'm sure "talking to (any)god" brings about a whole slue of issues I just don't want to deal with!!!!!!

[nephilium]

**A lack of faith, esteem, or trust in myself, is the only thing holding me back from following my passions, dreams and goals.**

yeah that pretty much sums it up

[zanna2332]

Yeah, I'm done.
I've decided that if that is what is standing in my way, and the only thing, then I'm dumb!
I am the only one that can change that and I'm the only thing that needs changing.
This is why we need to have a passage meeting in Seattle, I am doing all the research and prep the proposal.
In the mean time we should have mini bubble meetings to discuss why we are in this place in the first place, so we know how to get back out of it.
Everything I type seems so "coded" but I am sure you understand.

Carpet......