was one of the most boring days in the history of my working career. The computers were broken, there was mass chaos, and for once I was left completely alone. This would have been great if I had something I really needed to work on, but alas I did not. Actually it wasn’t so bad; I discovered my camera in my bag so I took pictures of things. I ( Read more... )

Today is better, better than the last few days that is.
I think that actually sleeping was conducive to feeling better, as well as pancakes for lunch!

There are so many things that I want to start doing.
I have art projects, writing projects, x-mas gift projects, there are crafty things to be crafted, mommy things to be done, a few balancing ( Read more... )

The frustration
The 2 hours of sleep yesterday
The drama llamas at work

I am so ready for a break!
I just want life to stop for a bit so I can process and regroup!

i am so out of control frustrated I would throw a door at someone if I had a loose door to throw!

is it something in the air?
is it the "holiday cheer"?
is it just the way it is?

i need some kind of explanation!

i want to at least know that you heard what i said and are choosing not to respond instead of sitting there like a deaf person ( Read more... )

Which may make writing difficult on both fronts, but it hurts to much physically to do anything else, and if I don’ get some of this jumble out I am certain the physical pain wont go away.

Is optimism (as well as the counterpart pessimism) a learned behavior, or is it an inborn trait among humans? I don’t think I am an optimistic person. I want ( Read more... )

It is mostly about Ronan, cuz well that's what most of my life is about..........

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There are many things on my mind tonight.........

1. I really really want hot chocolate, but I am being lazy and I really don’t want to go and get it.

2. Tonight marks my 13th anniversary with Boo. There are so many millions of things ( Read more... )

Or has the rest of the world just gotten dumb?
I feel like I am speaking a foreign language, no matter who I talk too.
I say something that to me is very difficult to interpret any differently than I said it, yet the response back is a tidal wave of accusations, anger, sadness....(list totally inappropriate emotional reaction here).
It doesn’t ( Read more... )

Aside from Ronan treating my couch as a bag of cotton candy (yes he unzipped the cushions and proceeded to eat the stuffing)!

a.) I successfully managed to finish my hair.
b.) And this is the one that counts the most......my birthday gift of dinner and unpuppykins time.

Yup it was a fantastical evening with Dan, Hayes and the most adorable ( Read more... )

I find myself sitting home alone on a Friday night, again. I am not complaining about being here because of Ronan. I am complaining about my plans being forgotten, again ( Read more... )

Today my stress level is out of control and this was the only idea I had to making sense of it.
I am stressed about work.
I am stressed about the holidays.
I am stressed about finances; I know, I know join the club.
I am stressed about friendships.
I am stressed about my family life.
I am stressed........................

I have this anxious ( Read more... )