Today I face the music and dance to the tune of waves in infintely deep waters and the swish-swish of pendulums. I wish that was merely metaphor.

Isn't it odd how a song that has a rather different situation and meaning attached to it originaly can be so applicable to how you feel?
This is rhetorical, and the answer is no, it's not odd at all.

My song this week is Maroon 5's Makes me Wonder.

Today I did further Maths. Tomorrow will be spent doing two Maths exams.

Thursday: Revise Business.

Friday: Take Business exams, begin Numerical methods.

Monday: Learn Quotes for English

Tuesday: Take English Exam.

Wednesday: Take Numerical Methods.

A week and a day of hell.

But then it is over, I will relax at least for a while.

As I sit here in my chair;

Eating the noodles I didn't share.

I think of what life could be,

What the post man brings; I wait to see.

In the hearth, there burns a fire;

Reminds me of, a funeral pyre.

Morbid I seem, in this chair.

So off to bed, with a cuddly bear.

let me quote someone who i'm completely open with

"and...Death"

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"Why put down your thoughs in a live journal? People will know what you are thinking!"

..."No" I reply, "they will know what is written in my live journal."

.....Veni Vardi Vetinari

It's not the coff that carries you off.

It's the coffin they carry you off in.

I think I am suffering from Grandscale lack of foucs. I have goals and targets, but just seem to be drifting towards them. I seem to have gone fuzzy around the edges.

Bugger this for a game of soldiers.

Oh yes and there was something else.

People lie, all the time.

Remind me to keep reminding myself of this fact. I seem to forget it.