So you know how a couple of entries back I said I didn't really like the guys I thought I did? Well i still like one of them. The other I was saying "wow hes cool but not for me" Anyway, I can't seem to help liking him. He's a good guy and a good christian. Dang I am so annoying. I don't even want to explain. If you want to talk to me about this, ( Read more... )

Sung to "the hills are alive ( Read more... )

Does anyone realize how freakin wierd it is for me to think i like someone then look at them later and say. Wow. They're cool but not for me. Strange but true. I don't want a bf, I don't have time for one. Good for me no? I think so. If God wants someone to be in my life, he'll show up.

So there.

Awkwards, upwards, and hopefully not side to side

I thought liking one guy was bad. Two is worse. One is a godly good man who doesnt seem to really like me that much... or so I think. The other is sweet and charming and honest who has some things to work out.... and has already told me he likes me.....I don't know what to do.... Oh help.

So do you like my title? My wondem randerings.....I swear I was trying to say random wanderings.....it came out soo wrong. Like the time I said alcoholics anominous.....oi vey. So I just figured out ( with the help of my best friend) that I like someone.... basically It was an epiphany. I was like "OMG I like blank blankity". "OMG!!! I LIKE BLANK ( Read more... )

From Faith Is by Pamela Reeve

"...Remembering
I am indispensable
to GOD
when I feel
I only clutter up
the landscape."

Cool huh?

So For the first time in a long time i feel uttertly out of the loop. Almost cut off if you will. All the friends I had freshman year are basically gone. It's really annoying. Oh hell I don't care. I don't like people. Well I've never liked people in general. C'est la vie no? NO. I don't like me right now. Thats all.

Have you ever stood in a room of people that you are aquainted with but don't really know? And while in that room the attitudes swirling around you feel like "i'm the best" "look at my great body" " I sing so great!"It's ridiklous! Seriously, do most everyone in vocal music have to act like they are the greatest thing since sliced bread? Please ( Read more... )

You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE ( Read more... )

You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE ( Read more... )