today these two baptists came to my door and tryed to 'talk' to me ( Read more... )

i saw Mates of State with my brother on friday ( Read more... )

im going to Borders to get some new music for my ears...

ones i have in mind:

1.) New Modest Mouse

2.) Blonde Redhead

this is crazy stuff ( Read more... )

my mind still seems to be somewhere else, and my heart isnt so far behind it. i have yer face in my head, among nothing else. it hurts. i feel like ive gone insane. i never see anyone anymore. i think thats part of the reason i write in here so much. i dont mean to be depressing all the time, i really dont. fact is, my life isnt so depressing. its ( Read more... )

today was nearly perfect.
the air outside was the perfect temperature, and my heart was happy when i got to play frizbee for the first time this year.
to top it all off, the memorial was wonderful. i loved it.

unhappiness and depression seems to be spreading like a bad cold ( Read more... )

ahh, i had a magnificent week ( Read more... )

mel- are you excited?

me- insane-o excited

mel- do you have ants in yer pants?

me- yup

mel- are they dancing?

me- they are BREAK DANCING they're so excited!

mel- hahahahahaha!

(conversation from last nite between me and melodious)

man i crack myself up

i hate today.
im sick of being here.
my throat is burning.
i keep trying to remind myself that next week will definitly be better.
but i hate it.
i hate waiting.
i just need all this crap to end.

ally will be here in about 10/15 minutes.
im glad, i miss her.
shes one of the best people i know.
she makes me feel better about my life.

p.s. i miss