Today sucked. So boring. So stupid. So annoying.
Two words, though: GIANT SPIDER.
And it was orange, yellow, and black.
Hedious.
I almost walked right into it.

Again, I HATE WEEKENDS.

Oh my goodness today was fun. Well, the only fun part was lunch ( Read more... )

Wow.
What a sad, upsetting, frustrating, and yet fun day.
Jake looked really sad at lunch. I think he's bummed about Taylor. Mara was like, "Go and give him a hug!" and I was like, "I WANT TO!!!!"
And he had all those skanks hanging all over him!!! Grrr...this one who I hate (for other reasons besides this) had her arms around Jake's hips and her ( Read more... )

My mom is on my back about wearing black all the time...I'm like, so what???
Dude. I am so freaking obsessed with Jake. It's insane.
BUT he broke up with Taylor...I'm like; YES!!!!!!!

Alright. I am fine now. No more cutting. Nothing.
Something very scary, weird, confusing and terrifying happened tonight, which no one could fully understand. No rational human could ever get it.
But I understand some of what happened, and I am scared. So scared. For Mara. I cannot say what happened in any way, it is between me and her, but I'm very ( Read more... )

I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself.
Today sucked...I felt so forgotten, so ignored, so alone, so unloved.
I'm going down that path again...
I tried cutting again. After so many months, I try again.
I gave in. I'd been longing to do it for a while.
But it's not like it does much, our knives can't cut through anything. I have to ( Read more... )

I really, really, really wish I didn't have jealousy issues.
And my brother is being an ass.
And I'm very depressed.
I feel unloved.

Went to the mall with Mara :] LOADS of FUN ( Read more... )

Oh my lordy lord lord. I had THE best dream I have ever had last night,
The beginning is fuzzy, but it had to do with school (which was all distorted like things usually are in dreams). There was this older guy who was GORGEOUS and had wicked hair. And he was gay heheh. He also had a younger brother who was hot, but not as hot as him, and he was ( Read more... )

WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE JAKE??!!
Out of EVERYONE in the ENTIRE school I set my sights on HIM.
He was sitting with those skanks at lunch...and they are older than him, so I'm like...why the hell do you even sit there?
This morning before class started, there was a choir practicing with Ms. A in the voice room, so we all wait on the steps outside the ( Read more... )