coming back to live journal is like that scene in labyrinth where the girl falls into the trash dump and finds the woman who has all her old toys she's been missing for years....

but here i never have to leave again...

who is still out and about on here? hands up!

oh live journal i want to crawl back into your warm arms again. i am so behind on reading. my hands and knees are skinned from escaping the hole i was dug into. i'm not out and i'm kicked in the ribs at every turn. i'm spitting out teeth and scared at every little noise i hear in the night. i'll write. i will. later.

i feel like i only come on here to complain and that feels horrible.
my life is all nose bleeds and panic attacks right now.
i'm desperate for time alone and am tired of people living off of me
i have NOTHING right now. and ulcers are killing me.
i just want my own life where i'm only responsible for me.

computer busted.
dead busted.
so i'm not here at all right now.

just because you're an asshole it doesn'tmake watching you get into another girl's car, all smiles, and holding her chihuahua any easier for me.

Hope animal shelter is a no kill cageless animal shelter here in Tucson where I used to volunteer at. Right now they're in a Pepsi challenge to win 250k to make their shelter larger! They're in 85th place out of 1135! They really have a chance to win this and they will with your help ( Read more... )

INTRODUCING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Our new lovely addition to the house and wee pup....


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I need a life coach.

friends, neighbors, lovers, strangers lend me your ears! the time is now! what have you always wanted to do? lets make dreams come true! want an opera company of your own? late night dining? out reach program? animal charity? tshirt printing? whats your dream? lets talk. no reason you aren't living your dreams. we can make this... happen! lets get ( Read more... )