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Apr 16, 2004 16:00

It took me a few years and some nasty fall-backs before I broke my addiction to emotional trauma and pain. It was the only way I knew to defne myself, and that kind of thing is just difficuult to fight by its very nature. However, I've come to realize that I have a problem. I replaced emotional trauma with challenge, with the grit and sweat of ( Read more... )

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egobelt April 17 2004, 07:58:43 UTC
I am here for you to talk to, or posibly more importantly, I am here in case yuo don't want to talk. i have been gone though cycles like you are discribing about the dishes. I think I am starting to get some of you in me as of latly. I have been starting to lose my sence of reality as well. I just got done totaly failing my intro to bio. and yet I don't feel that bad, its like it doesn't matter, and yet I am wrecked with this feeling of guilt that comes and goes. i think I just need to stop putting so much presure on myself, and you should to. stop trying to be happy, and just be. just be, and be happy with it.

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frightened_auk April 17 2004, 11:33:24 UTC
*hug*

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sylverpyro April 18 2004, 00:29:39 UTC
so what with reality, so far its been a fairly boring place to live, the mind is so much more random :-D

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