even I don't think I'm making sense
such odd swings

hmmm

and on nights like this, everything seems to be easy
but things change don't they?
as so with time

I need plans man, plans!!

everyone says it's all for the better
why can't I see eye to eye?

走了我的火,
入了你的魔

头痛啊, 头痛

5.20 now and it's pouring outside
freezing like mad in my room yet I still refuse to switch off the a/c
sometimes I can just be so impossibly adamant about things I know shouldn't be the case

and I thought I saw it coming
but when it really came, it caught me by the throat

one lie short of true

I think it's time to warm the bed now

RAH

what do you do to calm a person's rampaging mind?
tranquilizers?

but that's temporary, no?

You left it, I sent it ( Read more... )

the day was spent pretty much rotting away at home, something I haven't done in a very long time ( Read more... )

I was good today, went to work despite my mind being shackled up at home ( Read more... )

I finally came home early, or at least on time, today ( Read more... )

HIM la, tsktsk

anyway, I removed my retarded entry from last night
humiliating is all I can say
why do I always get myself into these crap?
totally unbelievable!

单程的途径不曾如此忐忑
现实与期望的差距无法及时负荷
说过的话就像泼出的水, 无法收回
缺乏的却是时间, 让裂缝愈合

questions and queries are aplenty ( Read more... )

they say good things come in twos ( Read more... )