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Dec 14, 2005 03:40

I wonder what I really want from life, because I think it's really pointless right now. I wish i could just win the lottery or something so i don't have to put up with this whole making money, doing a 9-5 job, becoming a drone of society. I wish i was born in an earlier era, where i could live and die by the sword and dedicate my life towards one ( Read more... )

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anything_but_ok December 14 2005, 15:16:48 UTC
welcome to your sophomore year. not a pleasant thought, i know.

i think that oberlin is very good at making one re-examine their life & goals, which can be a very disillusioning process. while it's harsh & unpleasant i think that in many ways it's a good thing. at least it's less likely that we'll wake up one day at 40 to realize that we fucked everything up & are unhappy. it's harder to change things at that point.

i can't tell you where you'll fit into society. i'm certain you'll find a niche. perhaps not in a 'standard' job. it's possible you'll decide that your romantic ideal would be to spend the rest of your life as a martial arts teacher, or film star, or tumbling in a circus troop.

all i can say is don't give up. try to find the small things which you enjoy, which make life better than just existing, & then eventualy from there maybe you can piece together an acceptable living.

*hug* just try not to get too bitter in the process. it's hard place to come back from.

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zbladerunner December 15 2005, 19:17:18 UTC
thanks sara! you're the best

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user_undefined January 7 2006, 19:33:25 UTC
If you ever decide you'd like to join me in my quest for knighthood, drop me a line. Rescuing damsels and riding horses and fighting with swords sounds like a plan to me.

I am also actively considering learning sailing skills and becoming a pirate, in which case I need to brush up on my swashbuckling. You're welcome to do that, too, if you want. 9-to-5 jobs are for suckers.

This is Carly, by the way.

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zbladerunner January 9 2006, 00:41:57 UTC
yay! carly! you never cease to cheer me up!

although your plan sounds awesome, I'd rather be a samurai...or a ninja...care for a discussion?

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user_undefined January 9 2006, 00:44:01 UTC
I'm down for either or both. :D

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