i am the stone that the builder refused ( Read more... )

questions
confusion
doubt

"Build up a bridge
then walk around...
hes not him
not himself"

i told my employers to find someone to replace me ( Read more... )

"Boy youre gonna carry that weight, carry that weight a long time."

"Whisper words of wisdom, let it be."

ive never had a bad feeling about a new year before

what do you get when a group of alcoholics escape from an insane asylum, one which houses only the most psychotic of the insane, and decide to mate?

the entire Heintz/Lewis family

but i wouldnt ask for any other

we leave tomorrow
ill be returning for new years eve
so wheres the party gonna be?
after this its army time.
this NEEDS to be good
the right people
the right place
the right drinks..

..and for midnight
the right woman

merry christmas
happy hannukah
happy kwanzaa

the crazy thing is
i remember
the what,
when,
where,
and who
of last night.

i just dont know the why

more sobriety to come

baltimore
new york
family
parties
my last new year in the good ol U-S of A
i gotta make it awesome

when i get back i sign the papers..
and sell off the next 4-6 years of my life

i think im diggin a few young ladies
but is there a point to that now?
im leaving soon

i was on my way to see king kong with a solid group of ppl ( Read more... )