My trip to Michigan is over now. I had a good time, but I have to get back to work and to earning money. I am going to Jersey next week, so that should be fun. Things are weird between me and Jason (aka the love of my life) we're together but we're not, I don't know. It hurts so much and I don't know what to do.

My plane ticket says I'm leaving on August 2nd, but now I'm doing everything I can to change that. I want to go home so bad that it's almost unbelievable. This trip I've learned that there is no way on this earth I can come to school at MSU. I know too many people there, I know too many people here, and there is just too much drama. There are so ( Read more... )

hey everybody! how are you all doing? I just wanted to let everyone know that I'm in town until August 2nd so if you want to do anything, give me a call or email me. Email = lanajaws@yahoo.com cell phone = 704-458-7704

SO HERE'S TO THE LAST:

Here's to my last complaints
my last "I wish you cared."
here's to my last effort
my last thought that I have shared
here's to my last public confession
my last "I'm bored day"
here's to my last entry
the last thing I will say

I've decided to end my livejournal in light of some recent events. First off, my life has been no secret. I ( Read more... )

Getting ready to go to Concord Mills...waiting for Jason to wake up. Gosh. I just got somebody to buy me this cute new bathing suit and some other clothes! yay, I wanted a new skirt. And in 3 weeks another 50 dollar tip is coming!!

FIRSTS:
Best Friend: Jordan Kate Mitchell
Real Kiss: well, firt kiss was in kindergarden how can it not be real?
Self- ( Read more... )

Well I thought I'd do some of this fun shit before I end my livejournal

(stolen from Jen)

What is your opinion on the following?
Virgins: drinks?- I perfer alcohol. people?-not for me
God: if there was one, why would he punish innocent people?
Reality TV: sometimes over the edge, but so wonderful ex: Amazing Race
Emo music: too much depression
Valentine ( Read more... )

I just don't know what's been happening lately. I've had this great boyfriend for 4 months now but I hardly ever see him. I work on wednesdays and he leaves thursday and doesn't get back until sunday night for the race. The day before yesterday I hung out with this really sweet guy I met and he gave me a foot and back massage, paid for my dinner ( Read more... )

HEY! DOES ANYBODY WANT TO GO TO BREAKFAST/LUNCH WITH ME TOMORROW MORNING BECAUSE I'M IN TOWN UNTIL SUNDAY ( Read more... )

Do you ever get the feeling that everything you do, you just fuck up. I do. I'm coming up to Michigan tomorrow and with all the shit I pulled last week, I'm pretty lucky. I did some things even I didn't think I'd do. I want everything to work out perfectly, but I screwed up. This week has definitly been...interesting. Well, I'm sure you don't want ( Read more... )

Last night, the only thing I really wanted to do was get totally trashed. And this was a possibility. My friend Brandon said I could come over and get trashed with him and John. Problem, yesterday was probably the last day I'll see Russell (my boyfriend) before I leave for Michigan. So with some convincing I decided I wouldn't go to Brandons. I'd ( Read more... )