I wish I could say that I won't miss you, I really do, but there are some things that California will always be for me, and a few people that I will always want to be around. Its 4:26 AM and I'm about to leave the house. All of you out there that know me, that read this, that care even for your own sick amusement, most of you are in California. ( Read more... )

I haven't felt so good in, oh, I can't honestly remember the last time I felt so happy. I have a reason to miss California now, too. Someone special has decided to show me how they feel, and it awoke in me so many different things that I'd given up on, that I'd let go, that I'd hidden from myself. Tara, I'm going to miss you more than I can ( Read more... )

my departure date and time is 6:30 AM April 5th, 2006, a day to remember. Between now and then you have the opportunity to ask me to do anything and more than likely I will say yes.

than the confusion of being in love? I suppose its more than just being in love itself. Its being in love, having the person you love care about you, yet has a revulsion to the idea of even cuddling on a coach with you for her own comfort when being down? I just...I don't know. So many questions come to mind. I mean...well, these lyrics pretty ( Read more... )

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You Are 72% Evil
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All right, I'm tired. I had to write things down, though, because my director told me to. Fancy that, he's already a slave driver to us writers. So I have down 7 main characters so far and 10 scenes. I'll flesh out at least two more scene ideas and such tomorrow, then share them with you mister director. Incidentally, now is the casting call ( Read more... )

New job contains no pay raise, so in effect I am losing money by commuting farther and longer. Fuck them.

Greatings everyone. Well its sharing time. Yes, this usually means either I'm on a catastrophic low (too often), or something unexpected and spectacular has happened. Well everyone can breathe a sigh of relief because today I will be discussing the latter. Yes, today is a Red Letter Day. No, Gordon Freeman has not shown up in my home randomly ( Read more... )

Its like my eyes are open to a whole new world again, and again I find myself frigthened beyond belief. I'm reminded again that I need to grow up, to become who I am going to be.

So this weekend is going to be fun. I really can't express everything going through my head, though it does need to get out.