Finally got Kingdom Hearts 2 in the mail... I hope I can relive those days where I can still play video games and fight over the television with my bros...

I don't know what to feel anymore... I miss Emi-chan so much... But here's Amy who's been there to cheer me up. She's one of the coolest navy chicks I know. Its very unusual that she's not shallow like the rest of them navy sluts. She's not that type at all... She's not hard to approach, she's very polite and I can see mself, or what used to be ( Read more... )

The base is holding the Sakura Festival here in Yokosuka and the base was packed with people so I decided I want to get away... I might end up feeling lonesome on a "Romantic Holiday" like this... I went to Yokohama around 2 in the afternoon with my friends. I got shitfaced right after having 3 Long Island Icef tea. It was great! I was drunk in the ( Read more... )

Just got back from the ship... I went down to Kamakura to see Emi and somehow say goodbye before she hops on the train. Her dad just got back from work when I came over. Somehow, he was expecting to see me. I guess its just normal even though I was told not to see her again. We talked for a bit since she was still eating. He started telling me ( Read more... )

We got back earlier than expected ( Read more... )

I don't want her to feel like this every time I go... I don't want to feel like this every time I leave her behind ( Read more... )

I'd like to say... HAPPY BIRTHDAY
to my younger brother PAOLO
and to JESSICA (Oh yes! I remember)!

29 MAR 2006

!Love and Peace!

Its been a while since we last saw each other and she's starting to fall apart... This sux. Its affecting me greatly cuz all I do now is pretty much worry about her. I called and talked to her parents about her situation and it turns out that she hasn't been herself for a while now... I feel responsible and If I keep hurting her everytime we go ( Read more... )

I wonder what to do... This shit is screwing my head left and right, I can't think straight. Just when something nice comes my way, it always finds something to mess things up real good. I don't know if its just my luck or if its just that I'm hated... I don't care anymore! I HATE THIS PLACE!!!

Korea Sux @$$... This place is boring... I got myself a mink blanket and that's pretty much it... This place don't have anything exciting...

In other news:
I miss Emi-chan so much... This sux. I wanna go back to Japan dammit!
I wonder how california is like now... I miss home too.. I miss everybody... I feel alone...
!Love and Peace!