i know. i really felt bad. cuz he was SOOOO nice to me! he was like "you dont remember me do you" and i was like YEAH I DO! hi james. and then we talked for like 20 minutes. it was awesome. and then i did feel like killing myself but i knew you would miss me too much plus how would you get to school so i thought the best decision would be just to live with my shame but i do think im in love with james. its a sad and ironic world
well I must say, the fact that you chose to live on with your shame & all the dissapointments you have with yourself & should have with yourself, is somewhat noble. & I take appreciation in the fact you stayed alive for my benefit, but more so -- that fact that you will suffer MUCH more now, alive, than you would have, dead. LESSON LEARNED - do not read other people's notes!
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you should kill yourself.
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plus how would you get to school
so i thought the best decision would be just to live with my shame
but i do think im in love with james. its a sad and ironic world
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I LOVE YOU CRISTINA
YAYYAYAYAYY!!!!
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only 11 more days. HOLLER!
i miss you guys soo much!!
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