My heart has broken many times with no hope of repair, but now the struggle is a different one altogether. My heart is breaking as I am in love. The decision to stay or go is left to me and shall be based on what I believe is right for myself. Do I stay out this icky lease I've gotten myself into or do I sublet and run off to New Orleans to be with ( Read more... )

Setting me free I'm fleeing to some other part of myself and tripping down into the ground, under the sound of your voice and it's very nice to hear the birds singing. You are a transient smile and wavering emotion tucked deep in my pocket where I keep the pennies you plant and they grow in my garden of wishes, photosynthesizing love and ( Read more... )

I'm doing the things that I had done before with similar results and it's a bit insulting. I don't want you to stand on me, I don't want to hold you up. Why can't you thank me for being so generous and caring and will you please get the fuck out of my life and leave me alone ( Read more... )

I wonder where today will take me ( Read more... )

The other night dear, as I lay sleeping ( Read more... )

There's something unspeakable coming in off the ocean,
new moon scented disturbance, twisting the whims.
What is happening here?

Maybe it was the drugs or the mud or the love or the what the fuck... but now that Vibes is over I don't know what to do. I've got this plane ticket and I've got this plan. I've got these friends that kinow who I am. No, I would not like green eggs and ham. I met someone lovely with whom I am in love. These things are all stable, they're really ( Read more... )

Departure date: August 12, 2008. Initiate count down.

I never knew that I could miss someone so so much.

I was afraid that I'd never see you again.

It appears that my fears are not unfounded.

I love you so much and I miss you.