What I feel doesn't matter, but I really need to say something - about Jin news of leaving KAT-TUN
I made this post without reading any other fans post...that's mean, not influenced by others... this is just me!
WARNING! I'M SOOOOO JIN-BIAS!!!
when my friend ( is_kazuchan ) told me about the rumor, i was startled a bit. but i regain my mind fast... then i smirk... 'that's the thing!' my mind said. then i shrug it off and go back to sleep. as days passed, only today i manage to make a post regarding this topic. during the times i absent from the internet, I've been thinking about this thing. just a little shocked i can say. frustrate? i don't think i frust about this thing. all this time i entered the fangirl world, or LJ for the exact, it's only Jin i fangirl the most. and i'm so bias when it came to Jin... only Jin... yeah, thats the truth...
I like KAT-TUN because of Jin. it's not i like Jin because of KAT-TUN. so, it doesn't matter for me if he is in KAT-TUN or not. NO OFFENSE EVERYONE!!! I still feel sad for the not-confirm-yet-fact he will leaving the group because all the time before we used to see them together, on stage, making PV, Cartoon KAT-TUN, Utawara Dance Support, backstages... and all that... i do feel awkward toward this news but, who am i to over react? my voice not loud enough to let Johnny-san know that I still want Jin in KAT-TUN. So, until the confirmation made by the management, I'll still sit beside Jin as KAT-TUN.
then, if the management decided to remove him from the best-group-ever-namely-KATTUN, I will still support them. I will still support Jin and I will also support the group(even i said only Jin I fangirl here)... if, and only if that thing happen, then I will wish them happy. i will wish them success, i will wish them healthiness, i will wish them all the best! I wont bash anyone, Jin, group members, or management, or even Johnny san... i will not bashing anyone of them!
i just want to thank them, all the time when Jin with the group, it gave me smiles, happiness, laughter, sadness(in which when Jin leave the group for his study years back)... I'll cherish the moment Jin in the group.
and if they want to remove Jin from the group, they have to give us(fans) the solid reasons!!! thats what i need right now!
actually i have lot more to say, but i don't know how to put it here... i just mumbling here, i can't say the thing to Johnny san... that's the most bitter thing ever... so, i will just pray and pray for the group will be together forever... together ever after :D
i still want to keep this positive thinking in me... i want to see everybody's smiling... i still want to see Jin been tickle by Maru, i still want to see they play factory skit in Making PV, i still want to hear Jin's sexy voice in KAT-TUN's songs, i still want to see Jin teasing Junno, I still want to see the random Jin in the group, I still want to see Jin dancing sexily with other group members, i still want to see JIN IN KAT-TUN........................ well, if that still possible!
and i still want to keep the faith for them to be together :D *positive*
Jin, what ever the decision made after this, i hope you will be okay. I hope you can keep smiling, i hope you still the same as the Jin Akanishi in KAT-TUN. I hope you will be stronger and maturer. i hope you find an endlessly happiness in your life... so do to the group member... i still love KAT-TUN even only Jin I fangirl the most. Ganbatte JIN AKANISHI and KAT-TUN...
-EDIT-
After reading a lot of comments, opinions, critics, spats, and complements, I have to conclude my opinion here.
Saying Jin selfish for leaving the group. Many agree with everyone are selfish themselves. in this context, Jin step out from KAT-TUN's stage was not a selfish or maybe a little. i'm not saying it's right or wrong. Jin is chasing his dream, he is challenging his life, he is looking for his own path. he is not leaving KAT-TUN because the group was not shining. KAT-TUN will do very good without Jin, see..? the con without Jin was still a success, right? and they still can go on without Jin. SO I'M NOT SAYING HE IS SELFISH! I respect his decision.....
About his part in KAT-TUN songs... ohh... this is the hardest! not having Jin's amazing voice in KAT-TUN songs always hurt me. since Bokurano, and now their album Jin was excluded... No More Pain, Going and so on... I don't listen to it more than once. It hurt! yes! i won't deny that fact... but, still... it's other members who qualified enough to take the high pitch part. not necessarily Jin have to sing the high pitch part in the song, right? and talking about other members will take his part in the future actually not relevant(at least for me) because if Jin no longer in the group then there will no JIN's PART, right?
~~~for me, not having Jin's voice when he still a member of the group, the wound was deeper. i know he's a part of the group but, i can't find his lovely voice in their song... at the other side, when he no longer in the group, that time you know already he excluded! which one more hurt to take? me? the 1st one...
About bashing Jin... somewhere out there i read about hating Jin if he leave KAT-TUN. will not proceed to support the idol after that... and my mind can't stop thinking about that. they love him when he is good, when he obeyed everything his fans want from him, he sing, he smiled, he acted, he gave pose, he waved at the concert... then when he did something the fan don't like, automatically they hate him. i wonder if they were really a fan. Just give him a freedom to chase his own dream, will you? i'll still be his fan ^_^v
About bashing Jin's obsess fans. (including me, because i'm his fanatic fan!) the fans just want to keep supporting their idol! same like you support your fav idol! what's wrong with that? everyone have their own thought, even the haters! just imagine your fav idol someday something you don't like, will you hate them? no, right? same as me and other fanatics... we just love him more that your love for him and we want to keep supporting his career... that's all... what we did to deserve your hate?! well... like i care if you hate me! I'm Jin's fanatic/obsess fan, and I'm proud to announce it here...
NOTE: If my f-list found i'm no longer qualified to be in your list, then i'll forfeit. if you are about to hate me because i'm with Jin, then feel free to remove me from your list. i don't want to bother anyone anyway...
and i want to repeat something... I will keep supporting Jin and KAT-TUN! even i'm Jin-bias, i will still love KAT-TUN too.
What ever happen, believe in our dream... I love U Jin :D
WARNING! I'M SOOOOO JIN-BIAS!!!
when my friend ( is_kazuchan ) told me about the rumor, i was startled a bit. but i regain my mind fast... then i smirk... 'that's the thing!' my mind said. then i shrug it off and go back to sleep. as days passed, only today i manage to make a post regarding this topic. during the times i absent from the internet, I've been thinking about this thing. just a little shocked i can say. frustrate? i don't think i frust about this thing. all this time i entered the fangirl world, or LJ for the exact, it's only Jin i fangirl the most. and i'm so bias when it came to Jin... only Jin... yeah, thats the truth...
I like KAT-TUN because of Jin. it's not i like Jin because of KAT-TUN. so, it doesn't matter for me if he is in KAT-TUN or not. NO OFFENSE EVERYONE!!! I still feel sad for the not-confirm-yet-fact he will leaving the group because all the time before we used to see them together, on stage, making PV, Cartoon KAT-TUN, Utawara Dance Support, backstages... and all that... i do feel awkward toward this news but, who am i to over react? my voice not loud enough to let Johnny-san know that I still want Jin in KAT-TUN. So, until the confirmation made by the management, I'll still sit beside Jin as KAT-TUN.
then, if the management decided to remove him from the best-group-ever-namely-KATTUN, I will still support them. I will still support Jin and I will also support the group(even i said only Jin I fangirl here)... if, and only if that thing happen, then I will wish them happy. i will wish them success, i will wish them healthiness, i will wish them all the best! I wont bash anyone, Jin, group members, or management, or even Johnny san... i will not bashing anyone of them!
i just want to thank them, all the time when Jin with the group, it gave me smiles, happiness, laughter, sadness(in which when Jin leave the group for his study years back)... I'll cherish the moment Jin in the group.
and if they want to remove Jin from the group, they have to give us(fans) the solid reasons!!! thats what i need right now!
actually i have lot more to say, but i don't know how to put it here... i just mumbling here, i can't say the thing to Johnny san... that's the most bitter thing ever... so, i will just pray and pray for the group will be together forever... together ever after :D
i still want to keep this positive thinking in me... i want to see everybody's smiling... i still want to see Jin been tickle by Maru, i still want to see they play factory skit in Making PV, i still want to hear Jin's sexy voice in KAT-TUN's songs, i still want to see Jin teasing Junno, I still want to see the random Jin in the group, I still want to see Jin dancing sexily with other group members, i still want to see JIN IN KAT-TUN........................ well, if that still possible!
and i still want to keep the faith for them to be together :D *positive*
Jin, what ever the decision made after this, i hope you will be okay. I hope you can keep smiling, i hope you still the same as the Jin Akanishi in KAT-TUN. I hope you will be stronger and maturer. i hope you find an endlessly happiness in your life... so do to the group member... i still love KAT-TUN even only Jin I fangirl the most. Ganbatte JIN AKANISHI and KAT-TUN...
-EDIT-
After reading a lot of comments, opinions, critics, spats, and complements, I have to conclude my opinion here.
Saying Jin selfish for leaving the group. Many agree with everyone are selfish themselves. in this context, Jin step out from KAT-TUN's stage was not a selfish or maybe a little. i'm not saying it's right or wrong. Jin is chasing his dream, he is challenging his life, he is looking for his own path. he is not leaving KAT-TUN because the group was not shining. KAT-TUN will do very good without Jin, see..? the con without Jin was still a success, right? and they still can go on without Jin. SO I'M NOT SAYING HE IS SELFISH! I respect his decision.....
About his part in KAT-TUN songs... ohh... this is the hardest! not having Jin's amazing voice in KAT-TUN songs always hurt me. since Bokurano, and now their album Jin was excluded... No More Pain, Going and so on... I don't listen to it more than once. It hurt! yes! i won't deny that fact... but, still... it's other members who qualified enough to take the high pitch part. not necessarily Jin have to sing the high pitch part in the song, right? and talking about other members will take his part in the future actually not relevant(at least for me) because if Jin no longer in the group then there will no JIN's PART, right?
~~~for me, not having Jin's voice when he still a member of the group, the wound was deeper. i know he's a part of the group but, i can't find his lovely voice in their song... at the other side, when he no longer in the group, that time you know already he excluded! which one more hurt to take? me? the 1st one...
About bashing Jin... somewhere out there i read about hating Jin if he leave KAT-TUN. will not proceed to support the idol after that... and my mind can't stop thinking about that. they love him when he is good, when he obeyed everything his fans want from him, he sing, he smiled, he acted, he gave pose, he waved at the concert... then when he did something the fan don't like, automatically they hate him. i wonder if they were really a fan. Just give him a freedom to chase his own dream, will you? i'll still be his fan ^_^v
About bashing Jin's obsess fans. (including me, because i'm his fanatic fan!) the fans just want to keep supporting their idol! same like you support your fav idol! what's wrong with that? everyone have their own thought, even the haters! just imagine your fav idol someday something you don't like, will you hate them? no, right? same as me and other fanatics... we just love him more that your love for him and we want to keep supporting his career... that's all... what we did to deserve your hate?! well... like i care if you hate me! I'm Jin's fanatic/obsess fan, and I'm proud to announce it here...
NOTE: If my f-list found i'm no longer qualified to be in your list, then i'll forfeit. if you are about to hate me because i'm with Jin, then feel free to remove me from your list. i don't want to bother anyone anyway...
and i want to repeat something... I will keep supporting Jin and KAT-TUN! even i'm Jin-bias, i will still love KAT-TUN too.
What ever happen, believe in our dream... I love U Jin :D