It's weird sometimes how I can be really immature, really irate, really dumb sometimes, and yet at other times i can be cool, calmed, collected, and extremely mature. The weird thing is, during the former, I am ashamed of myself because I KNOW I can be better than that ( Read more... )

Eh...don't really feel like, iono, typing about things of my life...I just feel uninspired to put things into my own words. So here are just a few songs that have really struck hard in me lately...

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I feel like a total douche. I'm sitting her, emo-ly complaining about the craptastical life that I live...any one of my close friends had a death in the family. I can't even imagine how hard it is to lose a father. I'm complaining about stupid shit and here she is, going through something horrible like this ( Read more... )

I fucking just hate my life. Seriously, like, nothing is going right with it right now. Let's go down the list ( Read more... )

Why do I do this to myself? Why do I force myself into situations where I do nothing but get hurt? I force myself to stay in a friendship with someone I cherish, someone I adore...but all it does is bring pain. Like...maybe I'm a narcassist...or something...whatever ( Read more... )

So the trip to Orlando was, well...eh. I'm not really sure how to classify it. There were some good things, tehre were some bad things...and in the end I still hated the fact that I had to leave. The worst thing was, well....her ( Read more... )

So I was watching Law and Order today. Racists white-power people abound. Damn, it makes me sad that I don't now any of these kind of people in real life so I could kick their asses. Like, I know it's not real, I know it's fake...I know they are just actors and just all pretend but damn they were pissing me off.

There was a weird TV program on during dinner tonight. It was a weird study to wonder if homosexuality is a choice or a genetic trait. Now me, personally, I don't really give a shit either way. But part of me hopes that it is a genetic trait, that was all the stupid-ass ignorent bible-thumpers will stop saying that homosexuality is a sin and ( Read more... )

I find that the only days in which I pay attention in Philosophy are the days that we have discussions. Today's discussion was on freedom. Are we truly free ( Read more... )

So I had another dream about her last night. Actually, it was the second dream in less than a week about her ( Read more... )