I fucked up.

[zekeforde]

I fucked up, big time. I deeply hurt someone I really love by doing something very wrong. I voluntarily told him tonight, as it was eating me up inside, but I don't know what is going to happen...

I'm scared, sad, and angry with myself.  I don't know how to make it better, or if it ever will get better, though I pray it will.

Comments

[zekeforde]

I shouldn't be in your thoughts, he should be. I don't deserve anything.

[raspberryroo]

*hugs* we all make mistakes. I'm worried about you. Call me if you need a friend. You have always been there for me *hugs*

[zekeforde]

I'll survive, just please worry about him, he's the only important one.

[thefieryfox]

As much as you might be coming down on yourself, remember that if you're in a bad way it becomes that much harder to handle things when a big event happens. I'm happy to just listen and let you get things off your chest but you're a good guy, you both are, don't let what happens diminish how you feel about yourself. You're a good person with many people out there that care and love you and always will.

[grey_snowcat]

Everyone makes mistakes, it takes guts and actual remorse to seek forgiveness and try to make it better :( *offers a hug and hopes things will get better*