I'm going to BYU Idaho. I know that's where I'm supposed to be, and I'm tired of fighting it.

Realizing that has made me a million times less stressed, even though the certainty is a little bit frightening.

To all of you who know where you're going: how did you decide? And you're lucky that you know ( Read more... )

Does anyone want to watch Pretty in Pink with me? I was informed today that watching that movie was something i needed to make my life complete. OK, so maybe not quite like that, but the lady to whom I was speaking very adament about it. She was reminded of that movie because I told her I was making my prom dress. That in itself is turning out to ( Read more... )

It's amazing how much life can change in just a little bit of time. If I live to be 100 this past year will only be 1/100 of my life, but there have been so many changes made and so many lessons learned that I can hardly fathom what the rest of my life has in store ( Read more... )

I saw my dad this weekend, for the first time in six months. I spent about 20 hours in the car in 3 days, and the only time I wasn't with my family was when I was in the bathroom. Surprisingly, instead of arguing with them the whole time, I'm much closer with my siblings than I was before the trip. I think it's because I realize that I'm not going ( Read more... )

Somehow, I manage to screw up anything that's going well for me.

Sometimes I really wish I could < Ctrl Z > my life.

Time heals all wounds, and it will be alright eventually. I just hate waiting.

The art show was amazing. I'm so jealous of people who can create things that are so beautiful. I was in tears by the time I was finished walking around the AP displays. The passion and dedication and talent that went into all of that just takes my breath away; it makes me wish I could create something equally as beautiful ( Read more... )

I wish I were perfect, and could make everyone happy. I guess the world doesn't work that way.

I don't like ultimatums, especially if I didn't know they existed until it was too late.
And if I knew it was between one or the other, I would never in a million years have made that choice, because not only did everyone not end up happy, everyone's ( Read more... )

I am alive, and all is well. Marching Band season is over, and I performed in my last competition today. It was kind of sad. It's weird to think that I'm doing so many things for the last time, now that I'm a senior ( Read more... )

I had a good Independence Day. It was really nice to see people that I hadn't seen in more than a year ( Read more... )