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how did i fall back in?
i dont think i've ever gone in a circle before.
oh noes.
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i feel the adrenaline rush and i like it. but some ppl live like that all the time. isnt it exhuasting? pia-ing like siao with a million things to do sometimes is fun. might even be essential to have once in a while. but i think i wld still like to revert to ( Read more... )

oh yes...

ACJC BAND CONCERT
20 June 2007, wed, 7:30pm VCH
$15, $17

acjc's playing Shahrazade (who is apparantly the princess from 1001 arabian nights, i just found out)
and alumni (ie ME!) is playing Carmen (arranged by our student conductor) and Rhapsody in Blue, with guest performer Eunice Olsen playing solo piano.

come come! :):)

im feeling somewhat, kinda, sort of, a little, depressed, emo, sad, unhappy, disillusioned -ish and i DONT KNOW WHY.

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can anyone tell me what does it mean if you keep getting the detatched-from-your-own-life feeling?

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how much is pretend?

how much is politeness, how much is peer pressure and mere folowing. autopilot. how much is ( Read more... )

Yo, ho, haul together,
hoist the colors high.
Heave ho,
thieves and beggars,
never shall we die.

The king and his men
stole the queen from her bed
and bound her in her Bones.
The seas be ours
and by the powers
where we will we'll roam.

Yo, ho, haul together,
hoist the colors high.
Heave ho, thieves and beggars,
never say we die.

Some men have died
and some are ( Read more... )

feeling frustrated and unhappy but uncertain over what and unable to articulate it. therefore, AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHH *BANGS HEAD ON KEYBOARD*
rawr.

one of the: I DONT WANNA GO TMR I DONT WANNA GO TMR 
it was OVER, OVER, ie NO MORE why is it backkkk. 
and yet a voice reminds me that, at the end of it, there was such a strong desire to have it ( Read more... )

im greatly disappointed by the fact that nothing terribly exciting happened in Malaysia when i was there, and nothing terribly exciting seems to have happened here while i was gone. *exaggerated sigh*

anw I FEEL LIKE A TOTAL PIG. 
all we did was eat sleep eat sleep EAT sleep and EAT. and the fact that i just went for a buffet today, and am going ( Read more... )

hello! 
so much for hiatus. hurhur. 
am at my dad's office, where he is clearing up some stuff before we set off for penang.

but. i cant rember what i wanted to post after band prac on fri!! 
and my sis is bugging me for use of the comp.

so er, byebye! :)

i read Tuesdays with Morrie a few days ago. my sis borrowed from her piano teacher. 
the messge that stayed with me the most was one about the importance of relationships with others. how a network of good relationships is what really matters. ur love for others, and their love for you.

i suppose social networking and keeping in touch is a billion ( Read more... )

i will be leaving for malaysia tmr with my family, and be back on weds or thurs. lookie, then i'll have a real hiatus! hurhur. we're gg mainly coz my mum promised my sis that she'll take her parasailing if she gets good grades for Os. which she did. yep. so we're going parasailing.

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whenever i happen to watch animal planet/ national geographic ( Read more... )