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[zelmeowsoften]

It kills me, to think that they're all having fun over at the house.

I am in a dark room alone. I will sit in this room through the night, and in the morning the light will make it a light room, and I will continue to sit here. I have nowhere to go.

I miss being alive.

Comments

[choggo]

*hugs*

[tintedkun]

You can't miss something that you haven't lost. You still have a heartbeat, you still breath, you still have emotions, and you still have thoughts. You're still alive.I may sound like an asshole when I say this, but you really need to get over him and start finding ways to enjoy the life you have again. How many times have I flat-out told you that he is a bastard that didn't even deserve to know you? Whatever the number is, I'm telling it to you again, and if I were there I'd do everything I could to try and show you that

[astrosnik]

Goodness knows I don't always see eye-to-eye with tinted, but in this instance he is absolutely correct. While you may be thinking you're "dead" as your mood status claims, the very fact that you're responding, that you feel angry, and hurt, and are expressing that, proves you are not.
Adrian may be a jerk, but Zel went into this knowing that. Everyone has the right to make their own decisions and mistakes, yes, and I believe you can make the decision that there's still enough of the knawing zellychan we all know and love still sparking away in there. Sooner or later, it'll catch the breath of oxygen it needs and heal. Until then, lean on your friends.

[zelmeowsoften]

I less than three you, Snikky.

[zelmeowsoften]

You too, Tinty.