rebirth

[zelzah]

It seems like every year, I morph into a different version of myself. Usually wiser, happier. Last year, I went through an amazing transformation and had never been happier. I was laid-back, spiritual, able to enjoy each day for what it was, able to see and soak in every beautiful sight and breeze on my skin

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Aww, hang in there, sweetpea!

[rickysaccount]

It's hard when you're making such significant changes and the world keeps throwing curveballs at you... but the best you can do is maintain as many of the positive changes you've started upon as you can, sweetpea! It's a constant struggle trying to ensure that our emotional promptings don't evolve into feelings or that they don't affect our behaviours and interactions; but it's a battle well-worth fighting. And you might find that as you change your behaviours and exchanges, that your internal state (the negativity, the depression, etc.) will start to change. This is just a first step, though, and if you're fighting clinical depression, the the situation is so much harder to deal with... but ride it out, Kira... as trite and simple as it might sound, this too shall pass... it always does, no matter how dark things seem sometimes. The trick is to just stay standing till it does...