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zelzah

The Lesson, and The End

Apr 15, 2008 00:00

On the second day of my trip leaving Florida, April 3rd, I woke up after very little sleep in a shitty hotel room on the Virginia border. I felt empty, heart-wrenching rejection and rage, that stabbing pain in my heart, disbelief over how things had turned out and how much I'd lost, undeniably the worst suffering I've ever felt. How could he do ( Read more... )

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bightchee April 15 2008, 14:55:12 UTC

So this is how you become Darth Kira?

zelzah April 15 2008, 14:56:15 UTC

Will you bow your head and at least pretend to be serious?

bightchee April 15 2008, 15:45:12 UTC

You know I am serious as I am bald. But for you I will try.

zelzah April 15 2008, 19:54:34 UTC

DUDE, wtf did I say that was so Star Wars? Bob said something about that, too. I've only seen the movies once or twice, long ago. >:(

m1sfit_t0y April 15 2008, 17:24:44 UTC

Wow! I just read the last few pages of this horror. What a lot of shit to go through. Bastard! (I really hop eyou learned something from all this!)

I am sorry you had to go through all that, Kira. I really am. But it is over. Breathe a huge sigh of relief and move on.

Forgive yourself. Even forgive what's his face and let him go. Start being Kira again.

I wish you all the best!

zelzah April 16 2008, 07:57:06 UTC

I'm tryin', believe me. What doesn't help is I am still desperately in love with his "good guy" side, even though I know now it's not really him. Not three weeks ago, we were doing normal happy in love couple stuff til he turned weird again.

I learned a lot from all of this, I just cannot wait until time passes enough and I can stop hurting.