I;m not really a bad person. Ethier is my boyfriend. I;m just stressed and crazy!

Why should I move from here ( Read more... )

How come when my life starts to suck more more everyday. And the one person who I really want to talk to is at a party. I feel so loved seriously I feel so unloved at this point. I'm suppose to get support and be helped and love but I'm put to the side. Gezzsh I hate it I want to leave!!!!! It be great if people had this button on them that said ( Read more... )

I need to get the hell out of Delaware the sooner the better. Forget my boyfriend I'm going where ever I want. If i love him like I think I do than I'll come back then but if it something I need to do than I'm going to go..

Sometimes I feel like I don't get the support I should from people. Like if I wanna go somewhere away for school or to just discover who I am than I should get support for it. I should never get a joke about it because it something really serious to me and when someone jokes about it, it makes me feel like I shouldn't do it and I won't get far with ( Read more... )

I wanna get another tatoo today I think I might just do it.. Of what i don't know a gun or a penguin!

So I call people and I never get a answer there is a reason why I never use my phone. Why use my phone if people don't use theirs I effin' give up. Why have a cell phone if you can pick it up or text. Anyways school sucks I hate it and American Eagle is fun.

So Im already looking at other schools kind of. Also planning places I want to travel to. I talk to my famiy and a lot of my relatives said that they would help me pay for a long trip to europe when i'm ready. They'll actully down with me hiking there and find myself and what I wanna do. But I also really want to back to California and stay in the ( Read more... )

So maybe I will next year is to take a break off of school and travel. Only because I would like to know who I am and discover the really person I am. Traveling will put me in new enviorment and new sititutions. Also I think I would enjoy meeting new people. Meeting new people is always great only because you learn about new people and living ( Read more... )

Maybe I'm not cut out for anything. I already hate school. I mean I graduated from delcastle to get away from most of the people. Oh well okay so i'm guessing i'm going to apply somewhere FAR AWAY for the spring semster. I just wanna leave Delaware period.