Wow.

[zemphas]

I was just reading through things befor I get up and clean the bathroom and I look at all that I have done. It makes me sad. I think I have done more bad than good. Being constructively selfish is hard. I don't even know if it is posible anymore. At one point I thought so but I am starting to think that the only way to do good is to be

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[anonymous]

so much of what you said makes sence to me.
there are so many times where i feel like the people i 'associate' with annoy me so much. and it makes me feel antisocial and like a hermit.
but that doesn't make sence to me:
i hate to be alone, i'd rather do nothing with other people around than do nothing by myself, being alone makes me go crazy with thoughts, makes me feel insane, like i have issues.
yet when i'm around people (save for a few) i get horribly uncomfortable, self concious and antisocial (it may not seem so). i guess you can call it social anxiety without the shy non-talking sit in the corner and not say anything bit.

maybe i just need to find other people to be around more. like you guys! damn the stupid juan de fuca strait. is that it?

[anonymous]

ps. that was christina if you didn't know.

you probably didn't know..

(is juan de fuca strait right?)

[zemphas]

Yes that is right.

And i knew it was you.:)

[anonymous]

haha cool.

but hey i put my name down on the other post survery thingy!!!

CHRISTINA!!!

there i did it again.
so yea.